My purse...

I went to Queensbay Mall last Saturday for shopping. Believe or not...after managed to get car parked on 2nd last floor from the top, i finally realized that i didnt bring my purse. That was unforgivable. Really... nevermind, i didnt cry. I was upset, little upset purrgghhh!!! Well tired.

Anyway, I was there to check out on new handbag or shoes. But ended up with Adele Live At Royal Albert Hall dvd which I've been looking for since a month ago. Ana borrowed me her debit card. After that, I didnt even go to shoes/handbag shops. I still can go home with smile & bitter looks on my face coz I got Adele. I hated the crowd that day but I was among them too.

And i met a gurl who looks like an old friend of mine, Maisara. That gurl is white & she has long curly hair neatly tied into a very tight braid. I met fake Maisara inside the Starbucks coffee while waiting for my sis to pay for her coffee. Where are u Maisara? Havent heard from u for a long time. She was my roommate while studying in shah alam.

We went home early & had dinner with family that nite (we had lobster as in previous post). So, here are some photos taken as we didnt have enough money to spend that day. (I've to remove all pics here due to particular reason - sorry)

Hasya is 6 yrs old now

Happy birthday to Hasya! She's 6 yrs old now. Supposed to be yesterday 27th dec. Unfortunately, all of us were in Kelantan for a short holiday. So, we were unable to celebrate it but we'll see you next week. Ur mak ngah... well she has no idea at all what exactly she should get for you. But she wishes that you'll be a good gurl & listen to ur mama, abah, opah, wan, tok wan & tok b ok. We love you always...mmmmuah! And you too be nice to new friends at new school ok!!!

Love u!

Note: Stop messing around or mak ngah will be mad at u :)

Lobsters for dinner

medium-sized spiny lobster...i guess

I bought it from my friend whom part time job is catching lobster in the night. I was lucky coz he asked for RM50 perkilo. So, I brought home 2kg of it at RM100. They were fresh & still breathing at that moment before i put them inside the freezer. U know it will probably cost me > rm500 if i took my family to one exclusive restaurant just to have lobsters for our dinner. The waitress would go like, "That's not include your fresh orange madam". Then I'd go , "What???".

We had dinner together with all family members last night before I went to Royal Albert Hall to see Adele :)

Info: Spiny lobsters are totally different from clawed lobsters where they have no claws. Both are lobsters anyway.

Clawed lobster

Officially Adele's Biggest Fan

Today, I am officially Adele's biggest fan in Malaysia by having all her dvds & cds. I already had 19 & 21 albums in my collection & I just have this in the past 24hrs...& it's fully imported-dvds at RM59.90! It's quite a bit late because they released it on Nov 19th in Europe & U.S but not in Asia. Since then, I had been to Speedy many time just to check out her latest dvd whether it's there or not. I dont buy online coz i dont use credit card. Well... in this case, I would go & buy online if i had it...purgghh! Anyway Adele, i give u all stars up there in the sky for this:-

****in' awesome!

Little Note: "Oi Oi" is Adele's trademark during talking to her fans or being interviewed & is believed originally from her hometown, London. But do u know that "Oi Oi" in Malaysia is everyone's trademark? Like "Oi/woi mangkok" or "Oi jebon!" :)

Learn not to miss the concept

I got training today in Bandar Perda, Pmtg Pauh regarding with uncertainty & how to calculate it. They said it quite difficult to understand. But, hey...I love this subject! Wendy is the teacher. She was quick at first & I cudn't really keep up with what she was trying to explain. And I missed the concept too. You know, I don't really focus when I missed the concept in any subject I learn. It's like all would be wasting when I didnt get the basic concept! Owh I hate it...I hate the teacher too.

But today I didnt give up easily (owh...did I). I was the one who came up with so many questions today. Haha...even Wendy, she would ask me, "Fiza, do you have any question?", & it went on that way for every topic that she had just explained to us :) I brought along my assistant in case he cud help me when we set up this in our company. Unfortunately he failed, not only on calculation but the concept too. It's kind of wasting because he didnt learn anything. Not even tried out the exercise given by Wendy. Ahh...

Note: I had beef steak with black pepper sauce cooked & served by a Bangla guy in Black Canyon. I've warned them, but....sh8!

They save for a while

While my friends are probably going out for shopping today, I rather stay at home. I don't feel like I wanted to go out or spent my money for year end sales or whatever bargain they have out there. Not today. But I will, you know I will... Well, it just not this week. May be next week. Watch out! I'll see ya all......there!

Anyway, I'm going out right after I submit this post. Going out jogging with my sis! But it looks as if it's going to rain owh...

Note: At least your money is save for a while.

The track

hahaa - gemuk ke? 

Cooking & Me

Mum isn't home for two days. There's nothing to eat for lunch. So, I had to cook. You know, I can go out & buy but I choose to get into the kitchen. This time, I refused to eating out. When I decided to cook, my sis... she laughed at me. "What r u going to cook ha?", & then she added, "Do u know how to cook?" & continue laughing. I said, "Shut up or this pan will go over your head".

I'm not good at cooking. In fact, I don't cook in my life. Really...My mum, she can tell you how many time I went into kitchen. We have like two kitchens, one for dry & the other one is wet-kitchen which is for cooking. You'll always see my mum in wet-kitchen while you'll only see me in dry kitchen. Mum does all the cooking herself. I don't know, I just not into it. I do help my mum but only when she asked... like cutting some onions or leaves before she starts cooking.

I feel sorry for myself that I never cut chicken into pieces..never make curry or sambal tumis in my life. I wonder what my life would be when I'm getting married (owh poor that guy). Well you guys out there, this is going to be the first thing that I would let you know about me. I'm not & never going to cheat on this. I'm not perfect. Obviously, I'll learn about this one day. Don't worry. I just need time. I'm not gonna let this eating me for entire of my life.

But, one thing about me you should know is that I love going to market & buy fish or vegi /fruits or groceries. I enjoy seeing fresh stuff like that. Some of you may not like the smell of raw fish, meats or you know like being in that environment...kind of errkk but I tell you what, I love it (hahah). I touch & roll my fingers on them even though I'm not buying them! Owh god I'm sick! I need to stop...

:)

Didnt I tell you that...

Quite surprised today (I mean on Dec 15th) when he asked me how i've been doing lately...I said "not bad" & I told him, "Don waste your time on me, go & get yourself a new one!". He said, "I wait for you. U still in my heart"....a second later I was like, "What???".

But didnt I tell you that we already over, did i?

What if they are wrong?

One famous slogan in worldwide saying "customer always fuckin right'. In other word, it means "supplier always wrong". Believe or not, it makes the whole world listen to its. It rules watever business you run today. Is it true that customer always right ha? What if they are wrong?

Well, I'm tired...I guess we all tired.

End-year reward

Today in my office, everyone is kind of having extreme or drastic change in their behavior. There's a big smile...a big big smile on their face. I can see it...in fact it's clear. They normally like...like always in stress, moody, get crazy or mad over small/big issues...but not today.

Ooopps, we get bonu$ today! I see... that's the reason why everyone has miki & minah mouse's face today instead of angry birds :)

Well, I'll see ya all tomorrow!

Buying People

Who is the best at buying people heart nowadays? RM100 for each student. RM500 for each house with overall salary < RM3k. Some more? What else do u expect he can give away tomorrow? Don't be surprised the next day you wake up, LED TV is going to be there right on your door step.

Well, that must be really nice of him. I bet you know who am I talking about. This man, he'll do anything to 'buy' your heart not to win your heart! If u smart, you'll take everything he gives but watch out, don't ever fall in love with him. Well..you can buy my heart later darling but your name, what is your name?

My name is Najib!

Really? Oh god...please get this devil out of my sight! I need some fresh air here. Someone help me please!

This time I had you

I just came back from having outside dinner with my sister. This time I had a big burger! A prosperity burger of Mc D. Now, I'm full already. To be honest, I quit eating Mc D almost 2 mths ago. I cant believe I give up on it just like that. What so great about this damn prosperity burger that I cudnt stop myself from eating you every year huh? Burger answered, "Oh dear, you just love sauce with pepper in it". Do I? I dont care...dont u ever come back to me!!!! Go away!

Note: Eating fast food is not good for our health. I never get tired to remind this to all of you even it takes me 100xxxx times.

It called 'athlete's foot'.

My toes got infected by fungal again! I'm tired...tired of taking care my toes. They are so sensitive & they....they are the only feature of me, I mean part of my body that I don't like. Including my feet. I have very sensitive skin down there! It called 'athlete's foot'. It's a fungal infection of the skin that causes scaling, flaking & itch of affected area. My hands used to have this kind of sickness when I was a teenage. But when I grow up, this shit now move to my feet! I've been suffering from this skin problem for many years. I only survive with antibiotics cream & some more rubbish tubes given by doctors. Everyday, I have to put cream at my toes or any affected areas & then wrap them with cotton pad before wearing socks. Only then I can put on my shoes.

I have to do this to keep my feet as dry as possible because fungi thrives in moist environment. My footwear also must be kept dry as well. My feet cannot wear either any sandals or slippers for too long. There be like reddish marks on skin somewhere at sensitive area followed by flaking & then splitting...The only sandal that I could rely on now is Crocs coz they made of soft rubber. But too bad, I still got home with feet problem. See, that's the reason I hate my feet. They allergic to everything around them especially water! Keeping them dry all the time is almost impossible thing for me to do. I dont mean I hate my feet, but I dont like the things that they are suffering from...it's called athlete's foot.

You have many shades of black

I've posted this before,
It was last week but the lyric...
U know the lyric...
The lyric has it all...it all
And yes it does...

I am an angry bird today

Today is like one of the hardest days in my life. I get really really angry today. Really really upset! I cud punch ur face if u standing here right in front of me now. It was hard for u to hear me saying any unkind words to u in the past but today I did. I just did...

I'm getting angry now!

Note: Forgive me for those unkind words though I mean it.

Accidentally Left Inside The Car

I forgot to take off the car keys! Nevermind, I shouldnt get panicked becoz my bonnette has been left unlock since it got stuck due to minor accident. U know, i got it bumped into lamp pole 3months ago. Someone can still get inside through it & unlock the back door. For sure, I'm gonna get my keys back!

Anyway, I have my keys back after one of my staffs managed to unlock it. He did it less than 2minutes! Thank you!

My Car Keys

I accidentally left my keys inside my car this morning! I got panicked & screamed, "Where's the key, where's my car keys!!! I didnt realize that the key was still hangin there (at engine starter slot) when I closed the car door.

Well, I got to go... I'm off to see Lina at 8.30p.m. I'll be back at 11p.m & write later.

Do you know that....

.... that the 10 biggest selling albums of 2011 (UK) are as follows:

1. Adele – '21' (3.4m copies sold)
2. Adele – '19' (1.1m copies sold)
3. Bruno Mars – 'Doo Wops & Hooligans' (976,000 copies sold)
4. Rihanna – 'Loud' (812,000 copies sold)
5. Lady Gaga – 'Born This Way' (689,000 copies sold)
6. Jessie J – 'Who You Are' (660,000 copies sold)
7. Michael Buble – 'Christmas' (496,000 copies sold)
8. Cee Lo Green – 'The Lady Killer' (485,000 copies sold)
9. Ed Sheeran – '+' (477,000 copies sold)
10. Coldplay – 'Mylo Xyloto' (467,000 copies sold)

She beats Gaga & Rihanna for 2011 record! She also beat Winehouse's record of 3.3m copies sold to become the biggest selling album in 21st century (UK). Adele took less than a year to get to its 3.4m while Amy took 5 years (sales boost following her death). I see...My blog is going to have Adele's story more & more after this hahaaa :)

Cat or Fish

My fren recently has kitten to give away. She asked me in case I might be interested to have cat as my pet. Owwhh...I love cats. I'd love to have cat as my pet. Not the typical one but I prefer cat with garfield's look :) Or a cat like...like u cant even see their eyes or even their nose...Of course it's there but u just cant see it bcoz it's behind the fur. It called fluffy haired cat... & yeahh I want that as my pet mmuahhh!

Oh no, my mum...she wudnt allowed any pets inside or outside our house. Not a single one! In fact, she hates cat. Mum said they're disgusting because they pee & shit everywhere. So, obviously cat is not going to be our pet. But nevermind, we got something else this time. It's fish. My fren, Mie Teow gave me 6 guppies yesterday. Guppy is actually a small or tiny tropical fish. Here they are....tadaaaa!

Get us all out of here u idiot!

Many Shades of Black

Currently, I listen to Adele's Many Shades of Black (The Raconteurs Cover). Enjoy this 'angry' song!

Go ahead
Go ahead and smash it on the floor
Take whatever's left and take it with you out the door

See if I cry
See if I shed a single sorry tear
I can't say that it's been that great
No, in fact it's been a wasted worried year

Everybody sees and everyone agrees that you and I are wrong
And it's been that way too long
Take it as it comes and be thankful when it's done
There's so many ways to act and there's many shades of black
There's so many shades of black
There's so many shades of black
Yeah Yeah

Let it out
Let it all out
Say what's on your mind
You can kick and scream
And shout and say things that are so unkind

Yeah
See if I care
And see if I stand firm or if I fall
'Cause in the back of my mind
And on the tip of my tongue is the answer to it all

Everybody sees and everyone agrees that you and I are wrong
And it's been that way too long
Baby take it as it comes and be thankful when it's done
There's so many ways to act and there's many shades of black
There's many shades of black
There's many shades of black

Oh Oh

Everybody sees and everyone agrees that you and I are wrong
And it's been that way too long
Baby take it as it comes and be thankful when it's done
There's so many ways to act and you cannot take it back
No! You cannot take it back

'Cause there's many shades of black
You have many shades of black
You have many
You have many
You have many shades of black

Oh Oh Oh

Note: I cud not miss listen to her songs everyday. Lurve ya Adele!

Q&A: About Me & Swimming

Q: Most people learn to swim when they are children. Did u?

A: No, I didnt. I did not learn when I was kid. My father used to teach us but we never make it through. Even now, I could get myself drown if I swim & cud have swollen lots & lots of water. I'll go blurrp, blurrpppp... & then blup blup blup in just a second! hah hah :) I'm technically & practically dumb when someone ask me to swim.

Q: Do u still hope that one day u can swim?

A: No I dont. I dont have time for that. Though I would love to but I dont think I can do it. I can only swim when the water is only knee-deep! ha ha :)

Q: Any creature on earth that u found cute when they swim?

A: Wat? Wat cute? Wat is that? Pardon me.

Q: I repeat. In your mind now, do u have any creature on earth that look cute when they swim?

A: Owh...that's funny. In my mind right now? Owh, I dont think i have one. Wait...I pick frog! U know the swimming frogs...they do look cute. In fact some of the swimmer, they try to swim like a real frog. Have u seen it on TV? If u havent, I'm gonna show U one.

Q: What? I tot u don't swim.

A: Not me U idiot. The frog...I'm talking abt the frog. Now, shut up & take a look at this:-

Note: I envy those who can swim or dive coz they have ability to explore the other side of world which I can't do.

Pagi yang cerah...

Today I wake up early though I dont have to go to work. Nice weather. I look for my sport shoes because I felt like I want to go for a walk or jog. I put on shoes & it still look good on my feet. It has pink color with gray strips & of course it's not Nike's brand. Done with shoes, I go running & walking around the house with on & off mode switch. I can't keep running non stop. If I did, I cud have ended up my body full of muscle & joint pains. In between, I did some exercise like stretching my legs & arms. It was hurting since I've stopped doing it for so long.

Time for breakfast. I went to the kitchen & heating up a small pot Then I poured milk into it. I was going to have a glass of hot milk & 2 slice of sandwiches. I guess tht's good enough for me to start having exercise & healthy breakfast for today. I wish I cud give up eating high calorie food such as nasi lemak & other traditional dishes or anything that usually comes with coconut base. It tastes delicious but by daily taking, it would definitely be unhealthy.

Note: I managed to do 10 laps.

New Hijri: 1433

Muharram is the first month of Islamic calendar. That means today is the first day of the Islamic calendar year 1433 (hijri). I wish Happy New Hijri Year to Muslim all over the world. I do hope all Islam countries especially in Middle East will unite & be no longer depend on US/UK or being ruled under/by their thumb.

Hi...on the photo is my niece. The noottty one!

I wont end up with someone like you

My younger brother has been engaged to a Johorian gurl last 2 weeks. They will be getting married next year. That gurl remind me to XX, a Johorian guy who I used to hang out with last year. He cared abt me. Such a fun & kind of romantic guy. But the sad part is we're already over, not even had started the relationship yet because of some complicated issue (not to mention) here between us while getting know each other. Even now that we're already over, I still receive his sms & phone call sometimes. We met several time while I was on outstation in Malacca & we're just acting like nothing happened between us. It's kind of awkward moment there but we handle it very well. Seriously, we were in the same meeting room, dining hall, seminar... & the fact that I dated this guy always there haunted me. I remember all but never want to think about it. But nevermind, I already said goodbye to all of this. Move on. Undoubtedly, I did. We both did...but I'm not quite sure abt him. I dont know him.

Note: I wish you did...bcoz I already push the 'delete' button on u. Forgive me!

I just hate it.

I hate it so much when someone didnt reply to my sms. Im not talking about stranger here, but someone who is close to us like friend & family member. For me, I think that wasnt very polite of him/her. Of course they replied but after 2, 3 days or more & surprisingly, the topic was completely different. They came up with a new fucking story & hope you will reply & listen to them. Umm... I was like "Owh yea?"..

In my mind, "Hello there, havent u read what was the last msg I sent to u?"...in my mind

Dear My Sis

My sis is very fierce. I hate her so much. Always bully me & ask me to do this & that. She treats me like I am her slave. The only good thing abt her, she always buy me my favorite food. Not the cheap cheap one but mostly very expensive. Ahhh...i can't do anything about that. I have to nod my head & say yes yes, yes sis...hmmm tensen

Right now me & my sister are singing pumped up kicks together. I love this song & force her to sing with shoulder shrugging. Tht's stupid. My sister voice sounds disgusting...errrkk, but like i said...i had no choice..

Finally, happy besday to u! No cakes..because I have no $$$$$

Sincerely
Fazila Zaid (wekkkk)

Missed my dinner

My plan didnt work out last night...went to bed as earlier as 8p.m. I was so mad...mad at someone. I was pissed about my dinner plan getting ruined. Didnt feel like talking to anyone. Owhh...Just close my eyes, forget everything & get myself excused.

So, here I am in the middle of the nite...feel hungryaaaaa.

Must Have...19 & 21

Topping charts in UK, Europe & US (not in Asia)

I remember the last album i ever bought is xxxxxx. That was back in 2004, 2005, 2006 after they released their 2nd album. Until then, I never find any album that suits my ears.

Now for the first time in 5 years, Adele has broken my record with her 2nd album '21'. She blown me away with her husky & soulful voice in June 2011 singing her smash hit 'Rolling in the Deep'. Today not only '21', I also have '19' her 1st album....huhuee. Owwhh Adele, wat u do to me?

Stop Being Fooled by UMNO

It's annoyed me to see Umno's mainstream media keep playing mat sabu video over the past 2 weeks under the mute button. Kind of funny becoz u cudnt catch any word he said. Only the news presenter read the script saying mat sabu this & that while mat sabu's clip being displayed behind them without voice.

Dear Malaysian,

Najib's agenda is to never let the public hear & judge for themselves. This is Malaysia led by Umno kuno today. They wanna hide every fact & come up with something & end up with people believe it's true. As result, you heard Mat sabu being accused as enemy of the state.

Please ask yourself', "Why media never had an interview with mat sabu in person live on TV to explain wat exactly happen? Why?

Kot ye pun nk terjah, terjahlah org yg katanya salah tuu...Ini tidak, Umno yg kecoh bt kenyataan kt TV seolah Umno yg salah???? Mana Mat Sabu?

I'm afraid that all malaysian will join Pakatan Rakyat once they listen to Mat Sabu's powerful speech. He never afraid of anything when it comes to tell the truth. Ive been to his ceramah many time in my life. I recommend u all go to his ceramah like I did last nite or at least google on some website to get the full story. Enough of wat u heard on TV. Mat Sabu on his way to summon Utusan Malaysia & asshole made of Penang: Naina Merican for 'fitnah' thrown at him.

Note: British & Japan (communist) were colonist no matter how bad or good they were in past time/history. Jgn pikir Jepun saja penjajah ok.

My first experience...

....on board the airplane.

I was quite lucky the other day as my company arranged for flight ticket to ensure me & my fren arrive in our AAP Malacca plant in Tuesday, 2nd Ramadan. Kind of urgent matter. To be honest, I had never been on airplane b4 & this is my first time. It was free after all :) My first flight is with Firefly as this was the only flight departed at 9.45p.m after break-fasting time that day. We didnt want to end up our 1st day buka puasa in plane. No, no..noo...

My siss accompanied me to Bayan Lepas airport & then met Kak Su there. We pushed our baggage toward the security check point. Buat ni saja lotih den...After finish doing the security stuff & so on, I finally found myself on board the airplane. Not sitting next to the window. I made myself calm. But unfortunately only god knows wat's inside my mind especially during take off & landing time. I was scared to death. Since our flight on night, I cudnt see much except lights from the mainland.

The flight was due to arrive at 10.35p.m & yes it was. I thanked Allah as the plane touchdown safely. Out there in Subang, Mr Jaffri picked up us & we headed to Alor Gajah, Malacca.

Note: Fuhhh, I rather drive instead of taking flight for domestic travel. I hate fly.

My Absent-Minded Grandmother

She's probably at her late 70s. In her old age, she sometimes does silly things. Some people called it senile. To me, she is just absent minded. The other day she came to me saying she cud not find her towel & believed someone had took it. She had been searching all over the place for it & still cudnt find. When I looked for it, it took only 1min for me to search for her towel. She actually hung it in another room & forgot it. She expressed her surprise, "My mistake she said".

She keeps misplacing some of her personal items. She always keep asking us the same question again & again without even realize that she had just being told the same thing abt 5minutes ago. In short, she is absent-minded & very forgetful. But one thing special abt her, she can still remember what happen in the past 20~30yrs ago. Hmm...tht's amazing. Not only happen to my grandma, I believe u guys out there have this kind of experience too with old ppl. Amazing it is...

Nothing I can do except to help her as much as I can & listen to whatever she might want to say. She cant afford to walk too much & I remember bring her to Jusco & had to rent a wheelchair from the information counter. We were there to buy her raya shoes as her favorite one is Bata. She did enjoy the wheelchair very much as she didnt have to walk at all. Hmm...

Latest pic of grandma...

Note: I think me sometime forgetful as well :)

Where have all my ideas gone?

Got nothing to do...but feel pretty excited about return to blogging. Let me think what I have in my mind to post for tonight...hopefully i have some thing to tell ya!

Hmm...where have all the ideas gone? Hey, come here! Come back here! Owhh there it goes...I miss it. I'm gonna need some more time before I can really come out with something cool. Hmm...

Right now, i got my ear plugged with earphone & enjoying most of Adele's songs in youtube. I love Adele very much. She said, "I make music for ears not eyes". Well, did u hear it lady gagap?

Eid 2011

Dear All,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir & Batin

Rgds
Me

Unique Dr

Dr Lo'Lo'...wat a unique name she had. I always want to post my condolence since i heard abt her death but i didnt really have time.

She inspires many...One of the most admired woman politician in the new Pas era & in Malaysia as well. She spoke up for all based on her faith. Such a brave political fighter. Passed away from cancer on 17/7/11. Her death is a big loss to PR. Deepest condolences to her family. May Allah place her among the righteous. Al-Fatihah...

Rolling in the deep

"The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I cant help feeling..."

"We cud have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
But u played it...u played it, played it, u played it to the beat..."

Note: Adele is no doubt a great singer. She's awesome. I cant get her voice out of my head & I cant get it stop rocking myself every time they play it. I love Rolling in the deep & I personally think it cud have won her grammy award for best song of the year!

p/s: I see Brits are unique & talented.

Drama

I think I enjoyed movie with genre drama for the past 2 months. Believe it or not, they not spoil me as a movie fan. In fact i did enjoy watching these two period movies:

Last month I bought myself couple of dvds. One of them is Water for Elephant starring Reese Weetherspoon, Christoph Waltz & Robert Pattison. The story is about young man, Jacob who survive his new life after his parents death by joining traveling circus during the Depression just to keep living. There were some drama including fighting, jealousy, romance, sadness, happiness & so on. I must say it was unexpectedly good drama directed by Francis Lawrence which based on one of the best selling novel in U.S. I enjoyed watching Christoph Waltz the circus owner & also Reese's husband who's getting mad when he find out Jacob (Robert) has secret affair with his wife. The elephant was doing ok :)

Water for Elephant

Another one is HBO's drama Mildred Pierce directed by Todd Haynes starring Kate Winslet, Guy Pearce & Evan Rachel Wood premiered in USA last March. Kate is Mildred, a newly divorced woman who struggles to achieve a new life with her bad daughter & lover during the depression in 1930s. Mildred's unreasonable devotion to Veda is something that I cant accept. In fact it's unacceptable. But it does happen in Mildred Pierce. Citer anak omputih kurang ajarrr tahap gaban. So kurang ajarrrr....mak dia punya baik pun dia xheran. I watched this in April via online & these 5 episodes drama did amaze me with its set & costume plus 5 stars acting by Winslet. The young Veda impressed me so much. So does Melissa Leo & Mare Winningham...awesome cast! I heard Astro already premiered it this month.

Mildred Pierce 2011

Wake up

Tomorrow is Monday. I dont mind Monday but I am so lazy to get into office tomorrow. Can someone ask me which place i prefer to go rather than go to my office? Is it possible that my boss will call me & tell me that i can go for a holiday at any place i want??? "All the budgets & expenses will be support by our company". "Here is your credit card & u may use it up to no limit". "What are u waiting for moron? Just go have some fun ok!". Oh dear...tht's obviously not gonna happen...not ever. So wake up!!! I'm wasting my time. Now take a look at these 2 pics....

1. In my opis

I guess I'm in the middle now. I can see the different between these 2 pics. I prefer below enjoying the panoramic view somewhere in Swiss instead of above...

2. Just relax & enjoy the view...in Swiss

p/s: I love Swiss, it's the only place on earth I consider worth visiting.

BERSIH 2.0

Regarding with BERSIH rally this July 9 in KL.

What is BERSIH rally?
Im afraid some of you guys out there know nothing abt BERSIH but provoke & condemn it like you know it from A to Z. If tht happen, then you should be ashamed on yourself. BERSIH rally main objective is to demand clean & fair election in Malaysia. Anyway these are 8 demands yang we malaysian mesti mau taw apa yg kita kena tuntut under the name of democracy okay.

1. Clean the electoral roll (pengundi hantu)
The electoral roll is marred with irregularities such as deceased persons and multiple persons registered under a single address or non-existent addresses. The electoral roll must be revised and updated to wipe out these ‘phantom voters’. The rakyat have a right to an electoral roll that is an accurate reflection of the voting population.

In the longer term, BERSIH 2.0 also calls for the EC (Election Commission) to implement an automated voter registration system upon eligibility to reduce irregularities.

2. Reform postal ballot
The current postal ballot system must be reformed to ensure that all citizens of Malaysia are able to exercise their right to vote. Postal ballot should not only be open for all Malaysian citizens living abroad, but also for those within the country who cannot be physically present in their voting constituency on polling day. Police, military and civil servants too must vote normally like other voters if not on duty on polling day.

The postal ballot system must be transparent. Party agents should be allowed to monitor the entire process of postal voting.

3. Use of indelible ink
Indelible ink must be used in all elections. It is a simple, affordable and effective solution in preventing voter fraud. In 2007, the EC decided to implement the use of indelible ink. However, in the final days leading up to the 12th General Elections, the EC decided to withdraw the use of indelible ink citing legal reasons and rumours of sabotage.

BERSIH 2.0 demands for indelible ink to be used for all the upcoming elections. Failure to do so will lead to the inevitable conclusion that there is an intention to allow voter fraud.

4. Minimum 21 days campaign period
The EC should stipulate a campaign period of not less than 21 days. A longer campaign period would allow voters more time to gather information and deliberate on their choices. It will also allow candidates more time to disseminate information to rural areas. The first national elections in 1955 under the British Colonial Government had a campaign period of 42 days but the campaign period for 12th GE (General Election) in 2008 was a mere 8 days.

5. Free and fair access to media
It is no secret that the Malaysian mainstream media fails to practice proportionate, fair and objective reporting for political parties of all divide. BERSIH 2.0 calls on the EC to press for all media agencies, especially state-funded media agencies such as Radio and Television Malaysia (RTM) and Bernama to allocate proportionate and objective coverage for all potlical parties.

6. Strengthen public institutions
Public institutions must act independently and impartially in upholding the rule of law and democracy. Public institutions such as the Judiciary, Attorney-General, Malaysian Anti-Corruption Agency (MACC), Police and the EC must be reformed to act independently, uphold laws and protect human rights.

In particular, the EC must perform its constitutional duty to act independently and impartially so as to enjoy public confidence. The EC cannot continue to claim that they have no power to act, as the law provides for sufficient powers to institute a credible electoral system.

7. Stop corruption
Corruption is a disease that has infected every aspect of Malaysian life. BERSIH 2.0 and the rakyat demand for an end to all forms of corruption. Current efforts to eradicate corruption are mere tokens to appease public grouses. We demand that serious action is taken against ALL allegations of corruption, including vote buying.

8. Stop dirty politics
Malaysians are tired of dirty politics that has been the main feature of the Malaysian political arena. We demand for all political parties and politicians to put an end to gutter politics. As citizens and voters, we are not interested in gutter politics; we are interested in policies that affect the nation.

BN doesnt like this because u know lahh...So, jgn jd Malaysian cap mangkok tuuu hahh. (aku refer org Umno) Dorang ni apa pun xtaw...Najib ckp suma betul. Tu psl myk naik xkisah, gula toll naik xkisah...xke mangkok hayun tu haahh :) pulak tu ckp x in line dgn islamic bcoz Ambiga (non muslim) is the chairperson. Ulamak Pas ckp "It is obligatory upon every Muslim to support whatever actions, words or stand taken in defence of truth, without taking into account differences in religion, race or political loyalty". “Even if such actions (in defending truth) are spearheaded by non-Muslims, supporting them is obligatory".

p/s: The Stars online record 99% voters (1million +++) agree to allow BERSIH but then the online vote has been stopped due to no. of voter who agree to allow BERSIH keep rising day by day & humiliate BN effort to provoke BERSIH 2.0. hahahhh Speak Up Malaysian! GO BERSIH 2.0!!!

Dear diary

Hi...i was pretty busy this year that i can see my blog left not updated for quite so long. I just returned from Malacca outstation yesterday. So here i am try to spend a little time with my blogging stuff & little update...

18~20/6: Last week, I was in Pahang visiting my gramma who was doing okay there. On the way to Pahang (center of west Malaysia), my dad dropped by at Genting Highland at 4 o'clock in the morning. He parked car somewhere near the pump station & we went to toilet. We walked through the big fog. It was so cold & I can feel smoke coming from my mouth while talking haha...damn cold. We'll freeze to death if we stay there any longer. I havent been there almost 17yrs. Missed some family trips during my study period. Tu pasal aku jakun gamaknya... :) & then naik Karak highway...bru jaa tgk cita antu KARAK tu haaa :)

21~22/6: Masuk opis...cirit birit + demam skit. got headache. hardly wait for 5.20p.m just to go home & get some rest...boss informed me to pack bag for 2days outstation work in malacca. owwhh..i just want to go home..

23~24/6: I spent there 2 days helping our frenz in Malacca settle for their analysis report. Met A.J there who always asking me out for dinner or movie at least. I normally turn off the ringing tone when I see he's no on my hp screen. The nite he call, I was having dinner with my boss, abg zul & abg shukri. We were hangin at a restaurant watching Malaysia vs Lebanon. What a terrible game at 2nd half time! On the next day, after brainstorming, discussion, line visit, report making & conclusion by boss...we left Malacca at 6p.m & I reached home at 12 midnight. So exhausted. I cudnt sleep. I made myself a cup of milo & watched a movie till 2.30a.m...

25~26/6: Stay home. Tidy up my messy room. Do laundry. Sweeping dry leaves that fell from tree outside the house. Read newspaper...certainly Harakah :) It's a beautiful day...now enjoying duffy, ronette, supreme...the contour, carpenter & all the 50s~80s favorite.

Not a perfect day

Imagine this:

1. The weather that day was pretty hot. Perfect day for hanging clothes. U were hanging out the clean laundry to dry.

2. Suddenly dark cloud began to gather followed by thunder & lightning. There was definitely going to rain soon.

3. U quickly gathered the laundry & hurried back into the house. U felt that there was going to be a storm.

4. Unfortunately U are wrong. The storm clouds passed overhead. The thunder & lightning disappeared. They gone. Then, the sun came out & shining brightly.

5. Seeing that it was not going to rain after all, U once again took out the clean laundry to hang on the clothesline. Fine weather U thought.

6. As U walked into the house, the weather suddenly worsened. From out of nowhere, clouds quickly appeared & rain fell. The rain came so fast that U had no time to gather the laundry.

7. All U can do was to just stand & see ur laundry got wet & shout "ohhh god, help me...help me..".

It just not a perfect day. Not a perfect day. Don never let this happen again. So tired as u all cud imagine. I suggest U stick at No. 3.

Simple Breakfast

It was one fine day. I just finished had my exercise. I went to the kitchen & see what I can eat for my breakfast. I try as much as possible to avoid having kue mueh like karipap, cucoq badak 0r ketayap or even nasi lemak & roti canai for my breakfast. I love them but it's time to give up on it. Just go away from me.

So let see what I have for my breakfast today. It's a cereal + cherry + green apple + low fat milk. It's done & it's very simple. More important, it's healthy. Check out this:-

Cherries courtesy of pokok ceri dpn umah...hek hek (jimat)

Chop green apple into small cubes & put some cherries as well
(any fruits can be).

Pour low fat milk onto it & that's all it takes. It's done!

p/s: menu bdk malas :)

Being Un/Im - perfect

A short notice:

Note: I like the first & last sentences

Me & Poco

It's a beautiful day today. I think I should stay at home & lazy around. At first, I thought of watching dvd - The Shawshank Redemption which I bought last nite but I ended up surfing internet. Watching movie can be more good at nite. I noted that.

Early this morning, there was someone...a guy text me a sms saying that I look big & should do poco poco dance. Wat is that? A warning? How dare he telling me all that. But I thank him for the advice. I should be positive because I realize this since anyone else including him notify me. On top of that, u can read my previous post entitled Mirror Mirror on the Wall. Or u already did?

Note: I'm not interested at all on poco dance. Poco & me got nothing. It's now under investigation & poco's status not yet been decided by our majlis ulama.

Another 3 hard days.

I was in Malacca last 3 days with my boss En Din, Azrul & Subra. We are the QA team from AAP Penang & Kedah appointed by AAP Malacca's Amir to support his team presentation during Honda Malaysia's Safety Declaration in 25th March (official approval before new factory can run for mass pro). This is not my first time there, may be 3rd or 4th time. Only god knows how struggle & crazy i was to prepare every request made by our team in Malacca. Cu citer, cu citerr...

1. Arrived at 3.45 p.m: Wednesday, the first person came to see us were Mr Ng & Amir. They asked me to do 'A'. I said Ok, I'll try. And then they said "do B not A"... & later that "we should do A not B". I said, "Guys, which one do u want?". Amir totally blank & replied, "Fiza, pls do watever u can do to come out with damping force data comparison report by tumoro. I have no idea about it. Just help me". Suddenly my boss interrupted by saying, "Dont worry Amir, I bring Fiza here to help u solve on this". In my mind I muttered, owwhh I hope he'll appreciate me doing this & will think twice before finalize my salary increment this year. Last year increment was so so sad boss.

2. From the day I arrived to the day I left, i was tied up all the days. Mentally exhausted. Numbers & graph figures were the things tht i juggled with most of my time either in office or in hotel room. Working under pressure is something i dont like to do. But it's normal & it does happen sometime & I had to deal with it. I love working under schedule & not being chased by schedule. Working under pressure is like ur boss giving u an instant schedule & the date line does not make any sense at all. By the date line, u find urself peacefully in psychiatric ward.

3. Onle me a gurl among these gentlemen. Working among men does really make me to stay independent & constantly at top gear. Zamri, Asrul, Azrul, Azman & Subra kinda nice & very helpful. Subra did offer his help & I thanked him for tht. Azrul helped me inserting the data into template so I can do other work. He kept sighing as he wrongly key in the data & had to re-do it again & again. He wondered how i do all this tension stuff. At least he learn how hard to be me at this time :) They always remind me the tea & lunch time. We normally had fun at canteen like being able to discuss on other stuffs. Some of them were good at joke & enough to cheer up the rest of us. Some of them even wonder me working in front of the computer for a very long hour. Well, I had so many things to do & they not done yet & i cant stop until i get everything done.

4. It was the 2nd time I drove my boss car. I find myself too small compare to its size. I can only drive but surely will be in trouble at narrow street/crowded place & parking lot plus pump station. Haha...small car is good enough for me & my pocket as well. Anyway, good experience & thank u boss. I happened to drive as they went to mosque for Jumaat's pray before heading to restaurant for lunch. I did hit border on the road side while trying to park the car. It caused a small scratch on front tyre rim I didnt tell my boss...owh, i felt so guilty but i dont have strength to tell him. Remains secret until now...

Movie: 127 Hours

4/5 stars

I usually read the summary or see how movie critics throw their star in order to rate. Not this time. Last week, I came across the movie review's page in the "Star" newspaper & had not finish reading the full review of this 127 Hours movie. All i know, James Franco is the cast & the whole movie is abt adventurous thing which i tot would be happy to enjoy it. Plus i had no idea y i was so excited abt this movie. The photo of Franco on his bike under the blue sky in Utah is enough to convince me that this one is going to be cool. Directed by Slumdog Millionaire's Donny Boyle & i definitely wont think twice about getting the tickets.

So, here we are me & my sis Ana...enjoying the first 20mins of the story before Aron's arm (Franco) get stuck behind a big rock. There was blood coming out...& things were getting harder & harder for him in order to survive & free him self. Well, we both had to survive as well as Aron for another 1hr & 20mins watching he worked hard using dull blade to cut his own arm off around the break... urrggghhh. We were like eeerrkk, errkkk & eeerrrrrrkkkkkkk. It was hard for me to see it in a big wide & clear screen & then Ana started to curse, "Is this the movie that u've been talking abt?" Yes, it is! :) Anyway, 127 hrs is still a great movie & definitely can cause some viewers get nauseous & even paint, hahah!

Note: Rango is stupid.

Mirror mirror on the wall

I have something to tell myself. I found myself a little chubby + fat. But I'm not too sure abt this. May be i was too frightened about the fact that me being fat + chubby. It is & it's true. I am now growing bigger & bigger day by day because I failed to control my eating habits. But Im not too shy to share this with u guys out there. Now u might want to check out on this:-

Me: Mirror mirror on the wall, tell me who's the ugly woman under 30 living in Pijadoscenceville?
Mirror: My lady, i'm afraid u havent pay me yet.
Me: I dont have to pay u idiot. I bought u several years ago & u will have to serve me for your entire life! Now keep that in your mind okay & let's get a move on...
Mirror: Oppss...forgive me my lady. I guess, it slipped my mind. Let me see...

After 15mins

Me: Did u get anything Mr Mirror? Just tell me her name. Y r u so slow???
Mirror: I'm working on it...& hey, i got it. Her first name is Lady!
Me: There are many ladies with first name "Lady" in this town. Could u be more specific pls?
Mirror: I'm afraid it's not lady gaga nor lady antebellum. It's U, uuuuuuuuuuuu my lady!
Me: Arrrggghhhh....

That's the story of me. I guess I have to find my way to get the 'S' or hour glass shape..huhuuue

I'm getting chubby :(

I had to...& I had enough

Good morning everyone...

I always want to write but often got no specific time to really really sit down & grab my keyboard & enjoy my writing. There's always been this & that. So today, i guess i'm back for a while :) To be honest with myself & probably u guys out there, I would like to announce that my work has been entirely boring in the past month & apparently is believed to get continue until the end of this month because of this one thing so called MQS stuffs. Ya Allah (ohh God), i hate it so much. I did. It keep chasing me almost every weekdays. I remembered taking leave on last Wednesday to release tension as i worked hard on the other day. i thought i can set my mind at ease but these guys keep calling my hp & ruined my day. I did answer in the morning & again i had to answer the phone call while i was watching "I Am Number 4" in cinema on the afternoon. The film was about to end & i missed some important scene that wrapped up the whole movie's plot. Didnt know y I had choose to pick up the goddamn phone call & we were on the line having conversation almost 2~3 minutes. Arrrgghhh...they completely ruined my Wednesday!!!

& yesterday, they call me again all the way from Malacca. It was twice. I havent reply them back. Very sorry for that. This time, I had to...& I had enough. iskk!

I'm waiting

Note: This 13yrs old boy did impress me. I always thought he was a gurl until the dj announced that he is a boy. Ohh kid...u've done better thn Bieber.

His money...his nite...in his way.

Little update..

I had formal dinner last nite in Park Avenue Hotel in Sg Petani, Kedah. It's quite a long way from my place. The event was organized by the company that I currently work with. It was fun because this first ever kind of formal dinner theme organized by our management. The company normally having simple or casual theme that suits everyone from all organization levels. But this time, the dress code written on invitation card is formal & only a.s to manager were invited. So, i choosed baju kurung moden bertakhta berlian 2,3 bijik (last raya punya, jimat2x) as im not use to wear blouse+slack pants+blazer/coat or skirt. No & never. Meanwhile, guys dress code for that night was long sleeve with neck tie.

One day b4 the night, all my gurlfriends in opis had been talking about how exactly our boyfriends will look alike during dinner with their long sleeve + neck tie. Sure it's gonna be funny because they never wore such formal dresses instead of our factory uniform. This guys are more like down to earth kind of men. But amazingly, they looked very smart & stylish in their own class that nite. I can see, even assistant supervisor looked like manager. Well, they did have taste. There was one session that night which Datuk gifted his Armani coat to one of the supervisors who he had challenged to speak English with him on stage. This shameless guy took the challenge & he did speaking even with broken english. Everyone laughed at him & gave him big applause. Well, the Armani coat must be worth thousands! huhue...

Talking about the foods, i enjoyed every meal at most. May be i was hungry & i belasah lorr :) but the best part is during dessert time which we were served with chocolate mousse with strawberry sauce...mmm yummy! Lucky draw took place in the final session & i wasnt lucky at all.

Overall judgment is bad because i tot datuk was suppose to announce on staff increment as he promised last year but he didnt. In fact most of his speeches & jokes were nonsense during tht nite + we had have to hear he sang most of his favorite songs (karaoke). U know the life of rich guy. What a waste. Anyway, we all thanked him for providing us job. What else u gotta say? His money...his nite...in his way. May Allah bless u...

The Last 2010 Family Event

We took this festive holiday opportunity to visit some relatives in Petaling Jaya & Bangi for 3days (activities incl. 2days shopping + 24hrs on the north south highway). Attached here are some photos taken by my sis on 25th dec 2010.

Day Light: All abt shopping + window shopping

At Nilai - cari pirate vintage :)

Jakel - Ana ana...& Along

Our cousin Farah with my dad

Day Night: Enjoying Arabian food & LED lights

i-City, Malaysia

This camera man got problem with flash setting

They just wanna have fun...wanna have fun

Dinner at D' Arab Cafe

Syukron...syukron (thankful)

Arab Main Meal Course - prepared by Yaman's chef

Arab Tea - aroma not bad (content cengkih + mint leaf + buah pelaga)

Arab carbonated drink - taste good

The next day 26th, wer heading to IKEA for more shopping. No pics this time. It was so crowded..huh tensen guer

Note: I should launch "Stop Shopping Campaign" to save my money for good sake this year ok!