A Note

Pls call Hafiz...coz u pomised him tht u will call him back

neway, new bumblebee is here...not sure whether i like it or not...

n cube seemed to b getting rid of me..donno y..

wat's wrong w this december hah? teruk, ini bru half of dec...i got to go thru another half mth? duhhh, leceh cam ni...

p/s: xsuke, xsuke, xsuke!

Where is my heart?

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
You're doing your best and
Your best look
You're praying that you make it

Do you think you can find it?
Better than you had it

Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say it

p/s: Ryan Tedder just line up behind Amy Lee...amazing voice..i've touched by the words...

Not a stranger

Today, i was so surprised to c Hafiz name on my hp screen...owh god, it's been too long tht we havent catch up for each other...this man used to b my partner, well i mean my working partner for abt 3 months during my time in Fastron Company, Penang...he will b getting married soon! sorry tht i didnt contact, it's not tht i don want, but im just a piece of crap!

i'll call u later ok

$$$$

i missed PJA 4231...

don b too sentimental la

remember, it just a plate...it just a car plate number...

p/s: nobody knows it but me

Red Alert...

im not dead yet...i was too bz doing my stuff &my head was empty & sometimes i felt like, like i was in some sort of...of...of vacum...i cannot think wisely...jump to conclusion, skip to end...there it goes...

& sometimes i get annoyed with the ppl around me due to their lack of comminication skill...oowh im ****ing hate tht..just seal off ur mouth, lower ur temper... n don say a word...

no one ever said it would b so hard...

Massa vs Hamilton

Massa or Hamilton? which one? ferrari or mc laren?
gotta stay up tonite to watch live telecast of last 2008 f1 grand prix from interlagos circuit, brazil...wat ive been thinking rite now is, will massa repeat wat Kimi has done in last year? tht sounds almost impossible...but nothing impossible in f1 as u smell the chances of winning the race & rite now, i am hoping tht Hamiton will get into trouble in the last 20 laps :) possible isn't it?

i dont like massa but im with ferrari...none of the drivers can beat schumi...alonso? who is he? u gotta crawl b4 u run man.

gotta go as i dont wanna miss supernatural last episode...oh, i don even get wat director actually want to deliver this time...wat is it, wat is it? the demon? no wonderla coz i skipped so many episodes in de season 2 uh uh uh...sorry dean ;)

p/s: go ferrari goOOOOoooOOOOoooOOOO!!!

Me

is self doubt still hangin around harrasing me? if so, get rid of it. i hear me saying 'ive made so many mistakes',well..this is a familiar phrase that has been spoken by so many people...we've all made many mistakes & none of us perfect...

under my breath, i mutterted to myself tht i just want to be a person who is free from self doubt..

p/s: i just wrote watever crossed my mind, or touched me, amazed or even pissed me...

Viva La Vida

i hear jerusalem bells r ringing
roman cavalry choirs r singing
be my mirror my sword and shield
my missionaries in a foreign field

for some reason I can't explain
once you know there was never,
never an honest word
that was when I ruled the world...

roman cavalry/it's roman catholic (they want to avoid controversy),
story of middle ages between the european nations & the vatican?
also the arab world particularly jerusalem during the crusades...

i guess not only bells ringing but u wil also hear athan too in baitulmaqdis...coz baitulmaqdis (also known as jerusalem) is the future city for palestinian..it will be written in history one day, it will

it's viva la vida for 7610

Takutnyerrrr...

let me introduce to u guys the new vampire in town...has been spotted somewhere in north m'sia....jeng jeng jeng

tadaaaa...

don worry coz all she would asking u to give is just some french fries & not ur blood ok...uh uh uh terharu i...ini mcm pun ada ka?

note: budak kenit tu nama hasya, my niece

2008 Break Fasting

where's me?

minah to'ek & minah senget

where's my name?

I should have posted this story a month ago, but i was quite bz & didnt have much time for blogging...or may b i don want to write at all huh? nyeh3...well, this took place at Bertam Perdana, Kepala Batas...we just got back after visiting Intan who had just gave birth to her cutee baby...what's the baby name actually? i already forgot her name...lorrrr....duhh nyanyok toi...did anyone of u gurls remember Intan's daughter name ha? Nor Something? my god, i cant recall tht name...neway, the food is totally nyam nyam nyam...i just wonder, will i see all of u again in next year ha bcoz the number of us is getting cikit & cikit...huk huk huk...who is single & available here?

p/s: the remain bachelors are haku, giant, ros & T...how dare u mazni! huh

Halal Products

Radix Fried Chicken

Read it...

To all the Muslim out there, kindly pls support one of the halal products from HPA Industries...RFC, offering us with organic halal chicken tht we dont find at KFC. Dah tu, xdak MSG or known as monosodium glutamate (ajinomoto la lbh kureng) which is good 4 health...so far, u can only find RFC restaurant at Sg Petani, Kedah & frm what i've heard, the que is teruk gila especially on weekend..another thing tht i wonder is, why r these guys using the same theme colour as KFC did...gotta think abt this bcoz the most important thing in fast food industry is the trademark/the brand...the theme also should be at least a little bit difren...& not too typical...

Anyway, im very much proud with HPA Industries Sdn Bhd in their effort of providing people with halal products..company mcm ni lah yg kita patot support!

i wish i had my own restaurant where u can see the word "Pijadoscenceville" not only be printed on the tissue but u will also see it on each plate/cup/glass served on ur table...huhueeeee

Who need car?

Lately, there were so many people came to me & said:-

1. where's ur new car?
2. where's ur Persona?
3. where's ur PJA 4231?
4. bila mau tukar aaaa?

Let me put it this way, "Right now, i don need a new car...all i need is just a car tht can take me from one place to another place"...even though i have money, the idea of having a new car will be at the bottom of my 'must have properties' list okay...i don need new car...my current car - si comot kancil is still gorgeous, so i don c any reason y must i buy a new one...

this is mine...heh heh

p/s: looking forward to buy an external hard disk of 350GB model seagate with maroon colour case, who nid car ha?

Di Pagi Aidilfitri

Hi...

Kali ini...sedeharhana sahaja...tak ada yg menarik ttg persiapan raya...cuma 2 helai baju kurung...kasut ntah ke mana...i dont want 2 know...Kueh raya? Beli ja...kata emak dengar sahaja... :)

Uniknya, hari raya tahun ni jatuh pd hari birthday haku...ek elehhh...

im 27 & im big enough to sekeh anyone i want :)

Selamat Hari Raya bt semua muslimin & muslimat...teman2 seperjuangan dulu2 di Uitm P.Png & Shah Alam, Nikmah timacih bg kad...satu2nya kad yg haku tima tahun nie uh3 :) teman2 senior di AAP & ada yg sudi mengirim sms even last minute...Pak Chot, Wan Fauzi...teman reformasi Amin UTM...teman merapu Steven of Tokyo Boeki Ltd, Samantha the witty of QC Scientific...thanks 4 de wishes & xlupa pd keluarga tercinta serta relatives & the rest of ppl who knew me, im wishing all of u "Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin"

& thanks to Hotlink for rewarding me with free call (no charge) frm Maxis to Maxis on the 1st Oct 2008...yahoooOOOoooOOOooOOOO...& not to forget Giant, thank u for de wish...

& Just now i received an email from Yati telling me tht she will be getting engaged on this 4th Oct...it's hard to believe u remember me...

dh la, nk lik kg jumpa tok...bubye...Camat Ayi Yaya muahhhh!!!!

Update on "I've no idea"

agnes monica says

"aku terdiam sepi....
dengarlah matahariku...suara tangisanku..."

alo, matahari shining k...not listening...duhhh

p/s: x ada logika :)

I've no idea

Someone has pressed the mute button on me...
& kali ini, aku terdiam sepi...

Aku yg malas...

Malaska? No lah...i've been working like hell through out last couple of weeks...& another disaster is coming this week...i can guarantee myself duhh...ppl said Mr Jaapaq of showa is hard to work with but thank god he wasnt Lecter...& im not pizza as wat u claimed:-"halo halo, pizza hut ka?"...as long as the shits r clear & settle then im fine with such a joke...a lot of patience needed when u work with veteran ppl...very nice of me...just keep cool

enuff

Sizzling hot plate...

can't stand this nimo...

Meeting up with giant (kawan aku yg karat...shud run salt spray test i guess)

right now, im not in the mood of eating malay or western foods...im more into sizzling hot plate noodles (chineese i guess)...what's better than hot sizzling in this cold weather? so, wat are we doing here in secret recip?

on my way home, i bought char kuey teow & it did help me...& ouchh!! tht is hot huhuee...

& welcome to ramadhan al mubarak 1429H/2008M, the holy month of islam...

Permatang Pauh (P.44)

KEPUTUSAN PILIHANRAYA KECIL PARLIMEN PERMATANG PAUH (P44):-

Datuk Seri Anwar Ibrahim (KeADILan): 31,195 undi
Hanafi Mamat (AKIM): 92 undi
Datuk Arif Shah Omar Shah (BN): 15,524 undi

Jumlah mengundi: 47,258
Peratus keluar mengundi: 81 peratus
Undi rosak: 447 undi
Majoriti: 15,671 undi

Penyandang: Datuk Seri Dr Wan Azizah Ismail (KeADILan)
Undi diperolehi 8 Mac 2008: 30,348
Majoriti: 13,398 undi

source: http://anwaribrahimblog.com

The people have spoken...Sorry to BN that we had to kick u out..it's a very clear msg from Pmtg Pauh...So, u shud go home & study y we dont like u...ur pitching problem may be? :) Just Back OFF u idiot!!!

Picture of u

Ada teman masa susah dicarinya kita
& bla senang tanya khabar pun susah..
malah menyakitkan hati..
susah dlm erti kata sunyi, kesempitan wang & mcm2
senang dlm erti kata d kelilingi oleh org/teman2 lain, rezeki melimpah & mcm2
itu semua gambaran kehidupan...
hakikatnya, ianya adalah jelas dan nyata
i muttered to myself..thank u

p/s: Someone hurt me just now

A Warning...

Someone has stolen the following items from me...kindly please return it to me or im gonna chop ur head off...got it? :)

My favorite childhood movies

p/s: Hasya, tell ur dad to bring it next week ok...

Why Tuesday?

The nomination day is on Saturday, while the polling day for Permatang Pauh Parliamentary seat is on Tuesday...but y Tuesday? Y not Saturday or Sunday?

Answer: Suruhanjaya Pilihanraya & BN have bad intentions toward the opposition party!!! Well, most of the young & middle-aged voters from Pmtg Pauh work in multinational companies in industrial parks in Penang, Kulim & Sg Petani...so they try to make it hard for voters who are working on tht day...at least they lower the majority knowing tht they can't beat PKR in Pmtg Pauh...wtf!!!!

Note: if one were to prevent another from casting vote will be charged under Section 3(N) of the Election Offences Act 1954...So, make sure u know ur RIGHT ok!!!!

p/s: Happy 61st B'day to our democracy leader Anwar Ibrahim...I was there last nite among 10000 crowds...may the force be with you...

I want to believe

The Truth Is Out There...

If u are die hard fan of Mulder & Scully then u can't miss watching "I Want To Believe", currently playing in worldwide cinemas...I wont go detail on it bcoz to me it's just such a simple/short drama delivered by Chris Carter & his team...but well done...

Facts abt me & X-Files:

1. i hav been a MASSIVE X-Files fan since 1995
2. have watched re-runs & video recordings more times than i care to remember...(time tuh xdak cd)
3. X-Files poster sticked on the wall inside my room by tht time...kira hebat arrr tuhhh, ceh!
4. i potrayed "the X-files" word on my drawing board (form 5)...
5. i did buy OST of X-Files drama...let me check in my drawer nyeh3
6. people asked me, "Wat is wrong with u ha? I said "the truth is out there..." :)
7. listening to song of Mulder & Scully by British band (i cant recall the name)
8. i cant beliv the fact tht Mulder & Scully are not getting married yet!! my god! Pls Mr Carter...dont let them & ME suffer ok!

Note: I love all their paranoid activities...

Try this out!

If u guys wanna have yummy dessert, then i suggest u try this at Paddington House of Pancakes...It's called Treasure Box Dessert, a combination of pancakes, fruities such as plum, peach, raisin, strawberries, shredded almond, ice cream, honey & strawberry syrup...hmm something like tht lah & about RM17 (serve for 2-3 person)...mmmm nyam nyam nyam...& let's say if someone intends to treat u a dinner/high tea/lunch then u shud take he/she to here & order this, nyeh3 :) just acting like u donno anything...got it? It's simple...

Wo..woOoo..woOoo...Y im telling u all this? well, becoz i had tasted it last week & oh my god, it was yummy maaaaaaaaaaa!!!....

p/s: u cant eat robot ok

A Robot Maniac?

Decepticon: Deep Space Starscream

Who r u talking about huh? R u accusing me for being a robot maniac?

Well, i am rite now...i love robots...i completely obsessed with their physical shape, looks & the mechanical art of designations in robot itself is so so beautiful. I used to hate my Robotics's lecturer where i had to drop the subject coz she was being such a terrible lecturer on earth, i believe so...Anyway, im not into programming but more on design (if i cud choose) yucks!!

I went to Toys R Us on last week searching for Hasbro's Optimus Prime or at least the cool Camaro Bumblebee but both were not there coz already out of stocks...i was so frustrated but suddenly i saw Starscream...hehehhh, tht wont take me too long to have him & there goes my money...No, i'll be okay dude :) Let's c wat i got to show here...

Tadaaaa....it cost me RM###.00 ;)

p/s: pening kepala nk transform from robot to vehicle mode, mcm bdk bdk!

No...how cud i...

Damn right pijadoscence! I can't beliv i fell asleep while watching Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind last nite! I was too tired & it was already 2 a.m...i cud not open my eyes anymore...huhu sedih aku! Manaleh miss nonton pilem peberet nih...huh teruk betoi arr...by the way, i spent the whole day at shopping mall & no wonderlah i was so exhausted!

I love Joel & Clementine...even now, i'm listening to Beck's Everybody Gotta Learn Sometimes...it does remind me to something tht is unexplained here...the song actually brought me to the movie...

Me + Hot Chicks

AAP's annual dinner was held in Sunway Exhibition & Convention Centre here in Seberang Jaya...All i can say, the foods were not delicious at all...errrkkk & how come u ordered those foods for such a big event like this as u know the night is mainly dedicated to ur workers hah? Neway, i had a good night there plus they called out my lucky number & i was quite surprised! & it was so sweet tht u have something to take home on ur first AAP's dinner rather than u became tunggul on tht nite...well, kipas duduk ja...jd lah tuh...

Listen to me...

Mencintaimu...
Seumur hidupku
Selamanya
Setia menanti

Walau di hati saja
Seluruh hidupku
Selamanya
Kau tetap milikku

Hanya satu yang tak mungkin kembali
Hanya satu yang tak pernah terjadi
Segalanya teramat berarti di hatiku
Selamanya

Mencintaimu
Seumur hidupku
Selamanya
Kau tetap milikku

p/s: mentally exhausted today...suddenly i sing it

Tight Schedule

Saturday

Morning: shud go to office since Ng wanted to launch 2ps front damper...but no i didnt go coz i was too tired & my nose were blowing & got headache too...thanks coz abg jon was there (i bet u read my msg las net)...so, wat to do ha? of course sleeping...zZzzZZzzzZZZZzzzz

Afternoon: catched local movie 'Congkak' with my sis & went to sleep again zZZzzZZZZZzzzzz

Evening: zzzzZZZZzzzZZZZzzzZZZz had to refused when mum asking me out for shopping (groceries) well, cheap sales r everywhere mak :) i have no energy at all to walk or even crawling...i cudnt even open up my eyes...

Nite: went to ceramah perdana to meet Anwar Ibrahim...all i can say "this is the best gathering i've ever been to"...didn't knw how many thousands people were there to hear Anwar speech..i did took some photos & will upload it later...so hang on! the cool part was me & my mum, wer crazy yooo!!! dad was there too...this is the clear msg to BN tht we in PENANG will not be blinded by BN latest conspiracy...the number of crowds is enuff to tell Najib tht u'r dead man

2.oo a.m: heading to KL to join PROTES gathering in Kelana Jaya sponsored by NGO...it was my idea actually :) huhueee dad was so cool eventhough he refused to go there at the beginning...however we missed the 'aksi buntot' coz we were not there by the time it happenned...i don know y BN loves to scare Malaysian by saying tht Perhimpunan/Perarakan always coz trouble, havent u see in other growth country how people sending msg to their government huh? look at Britain, Italy...US & many more countries where the local authority have no problem to let their citizens do the demonstration becoz demonstration is actually wat we call DEMOCRACY hokay moron!!!! wer not there to kill each other, but wer there to show how dissappointed we are towards current oil price tht seems to b the real burden for all of us...u kat atas u tau apa moron!!! cikit2 bg persepsi negative ttg demonstrasi...nyampah haku! hello BN, we r new & modern malaysian hokayyyy...

p/s: BN suka nengok rakyat yg jenis dok diam n angguk...jd pencacai bleh la dok dlm BN...hampeh...just get out of there!

Back to hell again?

Come on Anwar...u got to keep rocking this world man...They wont let u be on top, but u down here with us...to hell & back & now back to hell again??? Najib...another fcuking asshole (u hav to say dat), Altantuya or Rosmah & y Razak Baginda? This man needs to be PM b4 Anwar gets into his way...very very desperate...power is all he needs in order to close Altantuya case...& liwat is wat they have in store to put Anwar in hell back..& in the sametime they wanna cover the oil issue...my god, how much they paid u Mr Saiful huh? & Mr Ezam, this man used to defend Anwar back in years ago on the same issue (liwat i supposed) & to me u have no principle in watever u said regarding with the same issue = garbage is wat u r....

Now, BN is attacking PKR using all their weapons...Nothing can stop them to get CUBE except this man - Anwar Ibrahim who is one of the major reasons y they lost 5 states to Pakatan Pembangkang in March general election...tidak mahu mengaku rakyat telah mula beralih sedikit demi sedikit...state of denial...state of denial...wat we've seen on tv is not totally showing the real Malaysian but always be ceramah/kempen & yg byk beckp/bodek r mostly pencacai2 BN...tht's 4 sure...

So, we'r half way there...no turning back...May Allah swt b with us in this great battle of early years of this new millenium...

Tht's just me making my own speculation on the hottest issue today...i'll see u in Seberang Jaya tonight yeeehaahhh :) & to all the Autobots...be there

Babai Portugal

Hahaaaa...mgu ni haku suka sgt...suka apatu?
Portugal kalah ditgn German &
Turki menang penuh dramatic ke atas Croatia
(i watched the match huhueeeeee)

Babai cristiano ronaldo :) & big applause to Rustu Rekber & the turkie team, they not good but 'luck' is what they have...& most important they r not giving up

So, it's weekend...dad went out to 'kebun' while mak is somewhere in Kelantan...made a promise to my sis tht wer going to watch Kungfu Panda in the afternoon & yeahh, it's surely gonna be fun...neway, got to do my laundry first...cube texted me a msg, suddenly it's all coming back to me...something's right behind me...it comes closer & closer...i dont wanna turn...but nothing can stop it...

Got problem with me or my boss?

Me...Ng, Loh, Khor & Gan...
Khor & Gan asked "where is Din?" (En Din is my boss)
He got training & he sent me...i was like
"any problem with that?"

this is wat men always jump to conclusion...
we are not meeting on how to dig a grave hole,
but we r up to discuss abt rim flatness & strenght ok.
if u mad at Din, then go & talk to him & not ME...

Gan is factory's manager...always think he smart, huh...nyampah pun ada...kekadang, lain poblem timbul, lain yg dia nk solve...tensen

"We can control the oil price if....

....we care about Malaysian people & not the cronies & most important we dont want to suffer the rakyat la!!! Petronas is not well managed." Tht's wat Pakatan Pembangkang said la last nite. So, to Najib & Rosmah, "Stop asking us to change our lifestyle moron while u guys out there spending ur money in Harrolds!!!" We are the exporter & not the importer meaning we eksports our oil & the return shoud be in billion billion billion maaaaa...where the hell has the money gone? Tell us...tell us all the profit & loss...

Sumernyer rahsia...hmm hampeh

Perhimpunan Rakyat

Date: 15th June 2008

Venue: Bandaraya Stadium, Georgetown

Time: 9.00 p.m

Artist: Lim Guan Eng, Hadi Awang & Anwar Ibrahim

So, i've got to go... :) Let's c what they've got to say abt our OIL PRICE!!! I'm sick of Bodowi hokay!!!

c u there!

Hasbro Officially Names Transformer 2 Sequel

While googling into Shia Labeouf, it's good to know tht Hasbro has officially announced the sequel of theTransformer is Transformer 2: Revenge Of The Fallen & directed by Michale Bay with Shia LaBeouf & Megan Fox are already line up to reprise their roles! :) Sounds cool to me...

Meanwhile, i'm looking forward to buy Special Edition of Transformers DVD huhuee...I went to Speedy Video Store last week & found out the price is RM169.90 :( Duhhh, gilo apo! Neway, the DVD comes with Optimus Prime toy & i cant stand tht!!!! Ths's the problem...There is one & also a special edition but comes without the toy which is a bit cheaper, abt RM 99.90 :( huk huk huk cmana ni..

Shia LaBeouf

Today was quite boring for me...So, i started to surf the net...Hmmm, guess what? I put Shia LaBeouf in Yahoo's query box & it pointed me to his website...A bit surprise to find out he just 22yrs old actor! Hah??? Watever, u have me as ur fan after these two great movies: Transformers (Sam Witwicky) & Indiana Jones the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull (Mutt)...

So, i would like to welcome u in my life :)

Hi Sam!

I'm not okay...

My head is spinning
I've been blowing my nose since yesterday
U know...those liquid...yawnnnn
It's hurting me when it gets stucked in "the tunnels"

The thing is:-
How do i get my nose to stop running huh?
I run out of tissue..
Any tips?

Today, I'm not ok...i'm not okay :(

That's me...

Got nothing to do at home...
wore my uniform & headed to office...
Sky shud meet me in the evening...
:) it was 1/2 day working...
wat did i say in the last post? c...
"U.N.P.R.E.D.I.C.T.A.B.L.E"

p/s: u said u want A & in the next 5 mins u'll say tht u want B & in the next 10 mins u go for C but u finally end up with Z...we do know wat we want, dont we?

Being too slow...

Physically, mentally exhausted...
I cudnt sleep last nite...i hate it...

I've been working on MQS report for Honda M'sia for the past 2 weeks, i thought i'm done with 2px last week...but my god, i've to struggle with 2ps this week...neway, i've just finished it last nite..& actually i was supposed to put it on my boss table by 5.20pm yesterday, but i cudnt make it since there were too many things tht had not been settled yet...boss was in KL & he got back last nite & will be in Malacca today...& he needs to bring the report to Honda M'sia or else, we all be dead...so i went to c him this morning & handed the report to him. We met at Sbrg Jaya around 6.45am..duhh, gila! Ng was with him too i guess..they were on their way to Malacca..i know i'm late...sorry for the inconvenience...at least i did it...i'm done with 2ps & 2px (mqs)...the worst part is, i started to like those stuffs tht i've been working with eventhough they almost get me "killed"...well, they certainly did...

However, I realize tht i've been working too slow lately...u know, this time i am really really slow...a turtle or a snail hah??? well, i better pick a turtle :) i can feel it...the focus is gone...gone to nowhere...i donno...i need something tht can be used to "accelerate" the way i think & work effectively...wat wud tht be huh? any gadgets for this?

& i'm not working today...i'm home...home sweet home...

It's the maximum

RM115.82...the highest record 2100 ever had
just to take note tht i dont use it as much as u guys out there do...
& with cube not around i can feel tht it might reach to RM150 in the next 2 months...

i dont care how terrible u r, u keep so many things inside ur brain...u know...all those things...i dont think u jerk...so, keep "sticking" to me okay!!

Going under?

Despite my best effort, i've failed in my attempt to be part of it...I'm so tired...right now i'm saying to hell with this! No i can't, i can't heal my ******* mind, i'm going under...right to the bottom...

Dorothy did answer me, but there's the usual awkward moment between conversation...something is missing...what the hell u've been bz with huh? Cube texted me a msg & unfortunately 2100 is dead! Then, i called dorothy...the thermometer but like i said, the awkward moment was there...my god, i can't breath...always confusing the thought in my head...

It's been 2,3 weeks...damn, i dont feel good...i've completely lost my self...the sign is there, i guess i'll be in dead trouble...

Cud u help me find the words tht make me feel better...Cube doesnt need Megatron, that's totally clear...the facts tht i barely knew...how sad it was...dont u c it?

I conclude in short " U R SO PATHETIC!!!"...Just let it go u moron!!! It's eating u inside, u've got to breath...get some space...people doesnt need u! U can't hold on to all these crappy world moron!!!

u wanna stay in ur sorrow? then u do...u know, im fcuking hate u!!! of course, u don't deserve tht kind of treat but in this case u well deserved what dorothy, bumblebee...cube & whoever did to u! what a pity of u...

Have a little respect for ur self...u've been struggling too much...arghhh...u pissed me off!! u've got to stop living in the past...& look at wat u've got right in front of u...u r so insignificant! Now, how diya expect me to explain? It's been too long...Wake up!

No wonder, the blame is gonna be on me...tht's y im going under...the system is hardly control...im totally out of my mind...

p/s: u'll find dorothy in wizard of oz & those autobots in transformers...so cool hehhehh :)

p/s: they did heal me...

Petrolmania...

Bad news today
Gasoline price will raise up to RM2.70/litre after this midnite...
I got 5 ferraries line up in my garage...
So, wat am i going to feed them huh?

Tadaaaa...

Wat a burden...it's not the pump station tht we shud go to
but it's Pak Lah office...

Another Wedding

Selamat Pengantin Baru bt teman baikku Tina...we've been thru lots of happiness & sadness while we were teens...sharing the same dream...remember the day we took bus to One Utama? the day we ride those crazy machines in Berjaya Time Square? u scared to death!! she's one of my best friends i've ever had in my life...remember the book? u've been asking me abt it since Aliza's death...the book is still with me...u know wat, that's all i have...i'll keep it to the end of my life...the story of five of us...huhuee i miss hang out w u gurls!!! let's c wat i have to show:-

Sama cantik maaaa....

Aku pendek & kemetot & renek :(

Ros yg available...cam aku :)

Itu aku & Tina

When will u invite me for dinner huh? ikan bakaq at least? lorrrr :)

I did SMILE...

Good to announce tht Mr. Kapp is here!!!
I'll work on it by tonight...got to fix some Mr Transformer's stuff...
It's gonna take time for sure...duhhh

Neway, Bumblebee was here just now...shud say hi to me...
The NO. + Doctor = good enuff...
Actually, i was pretty mad but...i just press the mute button on me...
Then, i smile again... :) Stupid! I have no point at this level...

Got to go, mum is waiting for me...we'r going to Megamall/Sunway Carnival Mall i guess...Get her some cool stuffs...I'll keep my eyes on Optimus Prime too :) & mmmm...latest Barbie doll? Well, Hasya might be glad to know this...Let's c wat ur untie can get for u this time ok!!! At least i try to b a good....wat? some sort of...U.N.T.I.E ??

p/s: i dont think hasya loves barbies...no..no...

It's Saturday

Parents just got home last nite. Mak had lots to tell us...but cudnt go details since there were too many things to say...thanks for dunkin' donuts...

Today is Saturday...hmm, Saturday? It is one of those happy days when everything just goes right like wat we've planned...or are these sort of things tht we will eventually do:-

1. do laundry
2. washing up
3. cleaning up
4. wiping up

If we intend to do one of those things, then ur Saturday can be ur disaster day as well :) naaa... i dont want to ruin my Saturday! im going out to somewhere, got to treat myself... Indiana Jones is waiting for me to join him & so does the Iron Man...

Yeahhh, let's go out, chill out & have some fun...end.

Go to sleeeeep...

It's 1.35a.m...i'm not sleep yet...
Who's gonna wake me up tomorrow? 2100? heh!
My parents & my younger sister has just left home for KL...
It's family matter, they'll be back home on Friday...

Don't forget to buy ur dinner tomorrow!
Char kuey teow? mmm...no lah..

i'm going to sleep now!

A man without face...

Now u cover it with UMNO...
I'm pointing the title to Mr. Ezam Mohd Noor...

Another BN's fool...
Have u no SHAME?

God bless u man...

Monaco Race...ahhh

So sad tht u guys started at the front row but ended up at 3rd & 9th...
How come ur strategy has to be tht way...
i mean, the other teams has started to use the dry tyres &
the track was getting drier & drier...
but u guys out there with the wet tyres...
wat took u so long to make up ur mind tht,
the rain is not gonna come...
the rain didn't come...& it didn't come...
wat a big mistake there...

i hate to lose in Monaco...it has been my favorite track so far...

p/s: i guess, we need a human barometer...wadiya say?

It's Awesome!!!

I can't believe i missed watching Michael Bay's Transformer last year...that would be such a really really deep frustration...How come u miss the coolest robotic movie ever been made on the earth hah!!!? Right now it's like i cannot forgive myself knowing tht i was supposed to FEEL all the real effects, sound system, perfect wide screen offered by GSC while watching Transformer! That would be totally awesome where i just need to sit back & enjoy the rest of 90 mins without any boring scenes!!! huhueeee now wat? ur childhood cudnt bring back all tht... waaaaaaaaa wat a moron!!

Neway, ive bought pirated transformer dvd :) don worry, i'll buy the original ones lah one day hehehh...well, as u guys know i supposed, it's about the battle of Optimus Prime & Megatron... plus a young guy named Sam Witwicky & his yellow Camaro - Bumblebee... Cube is among of them too...

Don't u dare to tell me tht all these giant robots are only boy's fantasy, gurls do enjoy them too o.k... For example me :) hey, i am obsessed with Mr. Optimus Prime! huhuee... looking forward to go to Toys' R Us to meet him lah. How much Hasbro's Optimus might cost me huh? Hundreds may b?

Well, big applause to Michael Bay & his team...

p/s: i'll wait for Transformer 2

Hmmm...Is That True???

Today's news highlight:-

Umno's ex-president Mahathir had announced tht he is not with the party anymore...

Well, i do believe tht most of Umno people do not expect it's the sort of news tht they would hear today...but this time they have to listen & even see it themselves...must be very disappointed...

If Umno is founded by ME, hahahhh...let's say lah kan...:) one person tht's not going to be in it is definitely Mahathir...i'll fire him before he excused himself...

p/s: I cudn't help giving this little secret smile as i looked at my mother...she has already planned to buy harakah on next month...muaahh

Let Me Introduce...

I describe it as the coolest guy i've might ever had in this world...I name it as Mr Transformer...hahhahhhahhhh...This is insane...:)

Why Mr Transfomer? Well bcoz, he can ezily transform to:-

1. Any radio channels tht i want to listen to...
2. My own screen cinema...he can play any movie tht i want to watch, mostly the lapuk one lahh
3. My secretary tht i want to stick to - a sexy guy, he got tattooes on his body...
4. My photo album...those memories inside his brain...i can't stand all tht...but he surely can lahh, he got 120GB...i just let u keep ok...then tht's y i buy u lahhh...wat else do u think? :)
5. Gaming centre for me...may be...im not agree with this at all...laptop isnt suit for gaming!
6. My Network Center - Still learning into all this cyber stuff...
7. The main entrance for me to the outside world...well, he got good cabel tht can link me to all evils of the darkness world :)
8. My database center - all my projects/paperworks/documents are circulating inside him...i'll be dead each time he falls into sickness... :) so, i hired a good doctor named Kaspersky, yeaahhh..something spelled like tht...& it's good to know tht Mr Kasp will be here soon...

U see, he'd done so much!

6 things i like abt Mr Transfomer:-

1. He got tattooes on his body...& its metallic colour does make he handsome maaaa! Haihh...physically sexy duhhhh...
2. His kindness - he got Intel Centrino Duo Mobile Tech...2048MB DDR2 RAM...wat a kind man he is... :)
3. He got Altec Lansing sound system which a person who concerns about sound need it most!
4. He provides me with such a great Entertainment package & it comes with a slim size of multimedia remote control...just clicking on it then u'll have ur own pleasure...hmm
5. He got 15.4 inch screen & it does satisfy my need to wide screen type...
6. Born to Hewlett-Packard, HP...USA

p/s: im gonna love u as much as i cud...no one cud split us!

A Reminder

"don't leave ur blog too long!"

i keep saying this to my self for many times. i love my stupid blog...& i never intend to stop blogging for 2, 3 weeks or even a month like what is happening now. Damn, i dont have any descipline! Not tht i dont want to write, but it's all about me & my boring life...my boring stuff huh

Wait a minute...do i know tht things didnt have to be big & dramatic to be put into blog? Just ordinary everyday happening. Tht's wat interests people..does it mean tht other people are going to read about me ha??? let me think of it...hmm...

naaa, i dont think so... :) stop convincing ur self!

p/s: ur system is temporarily down...ohh, im bleeding...

When u started with B & ended up with Z

Not in the mood of writing these days.
I hope i can go to somewhere, may be to private island
& rest my mind from all those *#!%@^ things...
had an ice cream, dark choco. w little bright coloured bits all over it
No longer interested in TV Series...but still into movies..
Ferrari is doing well...thank god

Shabaru told me that aluminium lady is local Dolly Parton...
I did smile...he got sense of humour...
Yusri? tht guy is disgusting but okay...
He claimed tht he knew my brother...i'll be fine...
Thanks to both for helping me out in closing the Sapura audit feedback...

Pretty tired...

End of line

It's My Dirty Little Secret!

Haahhaaaa...Lately, many songs inspire me to write...u know, the ideas are running inside out of my head telling me abt the past story of my life...Urggghhh...& while listening to All American Reject's Dirty Little Secret, I find myself as someone who is full of secrets...i keep too many things inside...Am i being too secretive?...Am i hiding something from the outside world...may be i'm good at it...Anyway, who has to know all the things we feel inside huh? & this isn't just abt me, but i believe everyone of us has been keeping something for quite so long...ain't it right huh? Just dont tell anyone or we'll be just another regret...it's our dirty little secret...i won't tell anyone...& even if i did, it's becoz i trust someone & may be that thing is eating me inside....otherwise, just let it be with us for the rest of our life!!!

No regret on Yati, a friend of mine (not anymore i guess) coz she doesnt know who i am...& for god sake, i'll keep ur dirty little secret..Neway, have u found wat u've been looking for in ur life? & I bet u'll be a good gurl...

Wait a minute! There's someone who knows abt u...naaaa it's ok...it's under control :)

Sssshhhh

p/s: Shut Up!

Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind

I want u to know tht even Joel cudn't make it...but y?
Well, becoz he loves Clementine so much...huk huk....

Listen here....

I need u ur lovin'...like the sunshine...



Everybody's Gotta Learn Sometimes....this song means a lot to me...& so does the movie...here goes the lyric taken from the OST of Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind which is meaningful & ez to be understood:-

Change your heart
Look around you
Change your heart
it will astound you
I need your lovin'
Like the sunshine
everybody's gotta learn sometime
everybody's gotta learn sometime
everybody's gotta learn sometime..mmm..
change your heart
look around you
change your heart
it will astound you
i need your lovin
like the sunshine
everybody's gotta learn sometime
everybody's gotta learn sometime
everybody's gotta learn sometime...mmm..

p/s: Life full of drama...

It's About Aluminium (Ingot)...

Finally, i'm home...so tired tht i've just arrived from having dinner with my company supplier...it was nice to meet Kak Zai who is MAA's (Malaysian Aluminium & Alloys) Assistant Sales Manager...she's from KL, well..she sounded ok, a bit crazy, friendly & got sense of humour too...I wasn't there alone, G.K, Kak Odah & Zaki also join the dinner...we've discussed about many stuffs including foods, lifestyle, company background & well of course the metal business...i didn't know much about material tht is used to make aluminium (ingot) u know, all the elements such as Si, Mg, Cu, Ti, Fe & many more come in different value/price...u cant simply add or decrease the amount becoz it will definitely relate to cost & quality of the products...

Talked abt food, Me & Kak Zai do enjoy Japanese foods & she did plan to take us to Japanese Restaurant located at Park Avenue Hotel, SP but since the others prefer to eat local seafood then we choose Restaurant Cengkih at downtown... i'm not really into this kind of social lifestyle but i've no problem if u invited me for dinner but i'll excuse myself if u wanted me to join u in the hotel lounge/bar just to watch a live band show...time is running out, got to go home...i nid some rest...business is business & will always be a business...we'll see wat's next...Anyway, thanks for the treats...

The Distance...

I've been thinking about a lot of things lately...

Sorry again...i know i'm doing again..doing what? well, neglecting my friends, i rarely replied the sms-es & i didn't even return the call..Oh god, what a rude *#@^%* i've been...i'm always promising tht i'll contact them all, but so far i haven't...

Top of the list would be my childhood friends Tina, Yon & Aliza whom i haven't met since November last year..& talked about Aliza, i cant beliv tht she passed away on last Saturday after suffering from kidney problem...i still remember the day she treated us with such a great dinner at a restaurant near the beach, always cheers us up...& it's so hard to beliv now tht she's gone...died at the age of 26..i was pretty shocked after being informed by mawaq on tht day..May Allah bless her soul..

To Hafiz & Kadiaq...where the hell hav u been guys? Neway, sory tht i didn't reply & return the sms/call..Ive been bz doing/chasing something tht i don even know..Well guys, at least we can go & have some crazy dinner/lunch together...don bring ur gurls please :) i still owe u tht sushi Hafiz & Kadiaq, i want my grilled siakap/terubok/jenahak...u owe me all tht..

To T, i'll c u this Friday, it has been a while...i'll buy u lunch, just make it happen...

& sorry to all my friends whom ive been neglected & fail to list down here...

p/s: if only i knew the meaning of friendship...

Ohh IKEA...

Huhueee...everytime me & my family go to KL, IKEA will be our last pit stop before going back to Penang...it's like 'a must shop place' for us...Mak & Bapak did enjoy all the displayed items there...from the living room to bedroom, kitchen & finally to bathroom stuffs...it's the quality & its cool, modern temporary design that make IKEA stuffs unique & worthy...we normally spend 3-4 hours at IKEA...& yeahh, we had a really good time there...& i wonder y there is only one IKEA store in M'sia? Y not build one here in Penang huh? :)

Nim's Island Seaside Shuffle

Hey guys, I'm looking forward to watch the latest adventurous movie starring my favourite actress Jodie Foster & 'little miss sunshine' Abigail Breslin huhueee I love both of them!!! I can't hardly wait to see them taking my imagination into Nim's Island muaackkkssss...& Jodie, it's great to c u bounce back in the box office movies like Panic Room, Flightplan & The Brave One...Ahhhhh..i didn't know how much i missed ur character as Clarice Starling in Silence of The Lambs (1991)...& i had know idea how many times i've watched the cd...I do enjoy Little Miss Sunshine too, the Volkswagen did make me laugh outloud a few times...i tell ya "Nobody cud miss seeing tht haha...& Olive's stupid dance is so horrible!!!" Well, try out this Nim's Island Seaside Shuffle...it's ez as ABC :)

p/s: i can't even place my name among the top 100! duhh...

Dr.Mahathir - Yg Di Pertua Perkim?

Adoi...ni wat aku nk tegelak nih...tolonglahhh...apa, x dak org lain ka? Dr.M? uh uh uh...

I Hate 'kk'...

Here I am again...in bad mood...damn i hate this strangest kind of feeling inside...

I get the feeling kk upsets me..I had enough with kk..They say tht u'll b in trouble at the end if u not play smart against kk & it's true...Right now i'm thinking of jumping up & down on kk a few times & punching kk in the face whooaaa...Then, when i'd done it, i'd roll kk up like an old carpet & stuff kk in the bin yeahhh! Who the hell cares abt kk huh?

I'm not supposed to be talking about kk here in my blog. Don't be absurd! This blog isn't abt kk, it's about me! I dunno how kk got into this. KK keeps getting into things & from now on I'm going to keep kk out! That'll settle kk ok..

Now i'm back to telling my story, only i don't quite know what to tell...

U really pissed me off kk...dont ya ever dare get close to me...kk means disaster...xxxx!

Now i know y they hate kk so much...almost everyone....kk sucks!

Let The Battle Begin!

Today, i woke up early & found myself stuck in the middle of...mmm...where am i? Let me check again...Oww, this isn't a Sure Heboh or AF final concerts...hell, i dunno how to describe this...the crowds...the flags...the voices of justice...the sound of boo, booooo & booooooooooooooooooooooo!!!! Hahhhahh, it was nomination day for Malaysia's General Election Day & since I was born in Permatang Pauh, its clear tht i'll focus more on this "hot area" - Permatang Pauh's Parliamentary Seat. I was there to give my fully support to Wan Azizah of Parti Keadilan Rakyat (PKR)!!! & this General Election day will see Datin Seri Wan Azizah Wan Ismail vs Pirdaus Ismail of BN... Yeah, check out pics taken by me, mmmuaaaaahhh!!

I won't go details on this...just to tell the world that i am one of them...& once again i repeat "I AM ONE OF THEM"...Come on Permatang Pauh, we know who we are, we know the truth, we know our enemies & we DO know all the conspiracies made by Barang Naik...

p/s: Salam Perjuangan buat brothers & sisters in PAS/PKR