Hue Hue

"Dari hati kini ku sedari
Tak semestinya aku berkasih..."

p/s: Aku pinjam lirik lagu bunga citra lestari - Ingkar

What is going on?

This is Pizah aka Mawaq Berduri huehue...

Tina, Rose, Me (at de back), Pizah & Kak Ken

Oh my god, my childhood friends Yon, Aliza, Shuhada were married and Tina is soon to be wife..my Uni mate Intan also got married last week & now Pizah just got engaged last Saturday...Ooh what is going on here? Don't leave me alone guys!!! They are kicking me out of their lives huehue...

Look, i'm not againts marriage institution but i feel like time flies so fast & i'm stuck somewhere in time machine or time frame or watever..i spend my precious hour doing worthless things & when i'm done i wish i had more time which is an absolutely crazy concept! That's the scariest thing about time, it goes by so quickly & i think out of everything that i will ever miss in this world, it will be time...& what i ponder on is the fact that i'm 26th & i'm still single now....duhh!

But don't worry, i'm still the old me while my friends, cousins are wives, wives-to-be, mothers & soon to-be-mothers...oh no no no...

p/s: Anyway, i got my sunshine :)

A Ball + 10 Pins = Drain

I have NO skill at all...& if you were there last nite, u cud label me as the worst bowler in town kih kih kih...well this time i have to admit tht...but i always love to try it out & why not rite? i told my sisters "if u don't know how to bowl, don't worry coz this evening is just for fun ok". After 2 games of playing, i still cudn't figure out on how to control the ball & my throwing style didn't work as well duhh, teruk lah...neway, can someone tell me what are the basic rules for bowling??? i need a training so tht i can make ball goes in any directions that i wanted and not into the drain!!! Oh god please...malulahhhh..maluuuuu...duhh

*secret recipe: once u know how to score strikes & spares, u know how to keep scorelah!!!

Think about this.

U control event

or

Event controls U

Mr L.T Loo was teaching me about the 9 dots...

I note to myself, never let event controls me or else i'll be dead b4 my time :) Follow ur schedule so that u master ur project/work...Cakap boleh lerrr...next time gherentinya haku buat lg hehhehhh...Wake up! I dont have discipline which is too bad...

It sucks!!!

Sucks! Thumbs down!!!

Hello world...i've just got back from GSC of Sunway Carnival Mall after watching a movie with my sisters...& geezzz, it's sad to announce tht The Golden Compass is another crap movie of this year (after the stardust)...I believe many people out there will agree with me...well, u have to...or at least nod ur head or otherwise u r not that type of someone who have passion for all great movies...& again i tell u this movie is sucks!!! & i must say tht Hollywood's movie makers have lost their ideas in creating something tht can be called a "masterpiece"... Now what? Well morons, gimme back my money...I want my money back, back, back!!!

Is tht true tht this genre of movies (fantasy) doesn't seem to suit me anymore? then i need something else...Alvin & the chipmunks??? this is better...yawwwn!

Is this better?

Sorry...but I hav NO regrets

Not much of an update...There's wedding, birthday's & there's training & big event as well...

Ya Allah, what a hectic few weeks! But hell, i can't believe i missed Intan's wedding!!! It's not tht i don't want to, but i had an english training course to attend here in Sbrg Jaya...& guess wat??? I met with Pn Siti Hendon huhueee (she had been my english lecturer while i was studying in UiTM Penang & currently she is teaching at UiTM Merbok)...We had a short conversation & she said tht i look familiar to her, well it's true bcoz i used to be ur student! I talked to her daughter Aiman who speaks english good & found tht she read Thomas Harris's Red Dragon whoaaa...she's just 14 yrs old & we did talk about Hannibal Lecter...cool!!! U knw it's hard to find someone who knws him, the cannibal...& yeahh i was lucky...end of story!!!

What make it more worst, i've been working like #%*# & not enjoying for the past 2, 3 weeks!! Boss had asked me to organize a campaign. Having people working under you as a team actually doesn't help you much in completing ur jobs...i swear to god tht i wont trust this people 100% as wat i did last time tht i cudn't believe myself that these ppl actually exist...u gonna get us all ****** or what huh? it's a bad judgement but it's true...in fact, it happenned...i know! Anyway, thanks to Zaki & Zubir, Zurina & Syam & the rest of QA Dept staffs...well, come to think of it...anything is better than to be alone...patience is the keyword here...nevermind coz work seems to be getting more & more hectic through...

They helped me a lot!

Zubir, thanks for the drinks!! 

p/s: I deserved the credit & all the good things that came with it...& there's no regret

The word "HAPPY"...

WELL...let's answer these questions...

Q1. Ur name please...
ME. Pija...sometimes can be Datin...Fiza also can be....

Q2. O, ok..Ur full name please...
ME. Norhafiza Mohd Zaid...

Q3. Are U happy now?
ME. No, not really...

Q4. Were U happy just now?
ME. Mmmm....yeah, I had just finished chatting with my mother while having breakfast...

Q5. Were U happy yesterday?
ME. Yesterday? Mmmm..I was happy since everything went well...

Q6. Are U sure tht tomorrow U will be happy?
ME. Naa...I donno...I'm not sure...only God knows...Insya Allah (Allah wishes) tht I'll be happy tomorrow...

Q7. Do U know what is "happy"?
ME. Happy? I'm not good at defining terms or words...when I'm happy, tht means I'm fine & I'm okay & sometimes I can be truly happy with my life even just for 5 minutes...I share with the people I love & whisper to my self, "I'm happy & only God knws how happy I am that put me in a special class as many people cannot make this statement...I can't say "I'm happy" when I'm not happy okay..." Now wat else hah?

Q8. Do U know what is "happy"? Answer only Yes/No...
ME. Shut up U moron!!! There...U see...

That's The Way It Is...

Arggghhh...last week, something fcuked up with network that i cudn't write anything other than keep trying to access the internet using this way & that way & hell, what should i do? i didn't really knw about all the internet settings in my computer. I checked the internet connections & everything was okay but still the error was there...duhhh only 3 days after that... i tried again & again (tok tawuloh how many time i kept adjusting the setting of the internet connections) to "fix" this stupid thing...& guess wat? I almost lost my mind after trying hard to figure out the cause of the problem... However, i finally made it by applying trial & error method...huhueee kaedah plg budduh & slow laaaa...Neway, it doesn't matter how long it might take but most important is how u solve the problem...coz once u learn to do it then u know u can do it rite???? it's as simple as tht, & it's about learning...i shouldn't be bother about that, it's normal & tht's the way it is...time will tell ya!

Ohh Adikku yg malas...

Malasnya thp gaban...apapun xmo bt...kejanya makan, hobinya min game...kulitnya itam he...bekira nk mampuih...dh tu kedekut taik idong masin!!! apo nk jd aku pun tok tawu...sejarah mlmni, dia go'eng teloq utk diri dia sendiri...tu pun nangis2 xnk bt...teloq goreng tuh merupakan teloq goreng pertama yg dia goreng dlm idop dia...& time aku dok nulih ni adikku masih lg dok nangis...she's 12 yrs old & the lazzziest member in de family...stakat ni, dia dh musnahkan mcm2 harta benda kt umah kami...pasu aku yg mahal jatuh pecah bekecai (dia bubuh gam gajah nk cover), sim kad abg aku dia patahkan (xsengaja katanya duhhh), telipon umah yg baru d antaq oleh staff telekom & xsampai 30min lingkop d bgnya jatoh (kejadian berlaku 2x, maknanya 2 telipon bru telah di lingkopkannya) smpai bapak aku malu dh nk g mtk kt telekom & rela g beli kt supermarket...tu blom kira cwn + pinggan pecah...duhhhh adikku...

Tadaaaaa... :)

To A Dear Friend of Mine...

Happy Birthday to my dear friend Giant...She's 26 + 1 day now...hey, now u'r big enough & STOP messing with my brain okay??? U know what, U were awesome, crazy & mentally sick & hey, it was so cool to hang out with you bud!!! Mmmm ur favorite cheese cake? eaten by mr jerry, u knw him don ya? sorry bout dat...Neway, u still owe me a present & i wont give u anything b4 i receive my present first huh!!! May Allah bless you...

p/s: Giant 1981 - 20** :) kikikiki... juz a reminder

Gulai Batang Pisang...

Monday 8.30pm...Lorrr malasnyo nk nulih nih ...well my fren, i know this a delayed writing, but yesterday i had to excuse myself due to mental problem :) So i cudn't write anything...my mind was empty...well probably caused by eating nasi kunduri byk sgt gamaknya, dh hagak dh, nasik gak yg haku tudduh :) Neway, i've already booked the date coz i wont miss the history of my life...it's a FACT & it's TRUE!!! So, here is de short stoli...(short tengkorak aku hehehh)

As usual, i woke up late on that day, oh god.. i love sleeping!!! U know, da best place on the earth is definitely our own bed & dat's y i guess i was so liat loh to get off my bed especially on Saturday morning huehue berat gila buntot nk bangun...Well this time i have to...coz i got kenduri kawen to attend...It was Hasna wedding. I texted Mawaq Berduri asked her kul bapo nk pick up aku. Mawaq has been my dear driver for the past 5,6,7,8,9 months. It's a fact, no doubt bout it...(ampun mawaq) But not anymore dis time since Mawaq's place was replaced by a new gojes drebar, Cik Mami Jelutong (dgn kacut tingginyoh duhhh lip lap lip lap bijik mato haku nih!) As expected, 1st to arrive was Giant...she picked me up & we went to Mawaq's house to pick up another 3 nenek kebayen (tua kutuk terkemut2)...who else huh? Mawaq + Mazni aka Bg Maz (she got problem in determining her own species :) + Ros. They are my buddies!!! Lup u guys!

We headed to Baling, Kedah...leh thn juh gak tmpt tuh...& i cudn't believe tht Giant almost got us killed just to over take motor Pakcik Sekelim!!! Wat was wrong w her neway huh??? Was she out of her mind??? Tegamam aku nih bisu ada kot 10saat...& yg lain2 tu pun agaknya dok nyibok selamatkan diri..wei bg maz, sempat lg nyo'ok blkg drebar, duh duh duh :) Nasib biklah, we were still able to breath due to kebijaksanaan MyVi nya drebar (frm the opposite way) who had to slow down his car to avoid from hitting us !!! Ya allah, gilo apo Giant nih...apo, mu gilo ko? weh, gilo apo?

Arrived at about 1pm (xsure), met Intan (soon to be wife), Azizah (jijah, xsangka dpt jumpa dia nih!) & Dina...we filled in 2 tables & mkn baling's famous dish - gulai batang pisang...xdok xsoh! i was excited to eat but suddenly lost my momentum, so mkn ckit ja lah...we took pics ala ala lebih kurang (i'll let the pics do the talking wokey), pulok tuh sempat lg d intebiu dek cameraman...lorrr glemer x tawu nk ceghita...time tuh plk crowded gila babas + panas terik...fenin aku nih...then, we decided to go home since giant got other plan with her sister in the evening...

Azizah joined us & we dropped her at Pekan Baling. On the way back, all of us were tired but none of us had fallen asleep.. coz wat? coz takut aksi terbaru dr "ri-de-bar" maaaaa duhh tensioooonn!!! Ahamdulillah, i arrived home safely at about 3.30 pm...timacihla bebyk...tenkiu :) Nih ada sikit pic2 yg xlaku sbb guna model tempellan, enjoy maaaa...

p/s: more pics to come...so stay tuned :)

...& though I may have lost my way

I've been thinking...I'm kind of person who really can't let go of things easily but when i do let it go i can't help whether that is really what i wanted to do in my life. I hate sitting down here feeling neither sad nor happy. This mix of feeling is so confusing that sometimes i wish i had never gone through all these...I have some friends who always there for me, but been abandoned by the people i care has wounded me deeply...Don't get me wrong, if Pja decided to give up, then i can do nothing bout it...& sometimes Pja tends to fall down...& if Pja wish to lie down then I can guarantee it will surely change...does it sound ****ing weird? I questioned dat myself & still while writing this post...& well i don hav any points actually...there's a cup of nescafe next to me & i need some fresh air...plz excuse me

dear pja: how diya really make life worth living if u keep on screwing things up huh?

Kenduri Kawen...18/11/2007

1st wedding of the day...




2nd wedding of the day...

Ohh Rafael Nadal...

Mmm...im not really into tennis...but i love to watch Rafael Nadal or better known as Rafa as he started to 'rock' people in tennis court...i think he's so sweeeeeet maaaa...his smile melted me inside iskkk...& look at his muscles....Oww how muscular he was lah....hue hue...By the way Nadal, the world no.2 tennis player was here in Malaysia for the "Clash of Titans" match againts Richard Gasquet which is held in Shah Alam today. Nadal won over Gasquet...hell i don care...& here is my man:

Fuh, fuh..

Hi there...

Al-Fatihah

Dear Nikmah...

I feel it's wrong not to give u my condolences. I'm sorry for the loss of ur beloved mother who died of cancer yesterday (17th Nov 2007). I truly am. Hope u & ur family will be strong at trying times like this...

Al-Fatihah buat Arwah...
"Sesungguhnya dari Dia kita datang, kepada-Nya kita kembali..."

p/s: I'll visit u this weekend, i'll try....& thanx to Cikin

I Bite My Own Tongue!!!

Today i found its hard to say "kencing kucing"...or "kucing kencing"...y ha? especially when i said it fast & then repeated it again & again...it turned out to be "kecing kuncing"...or "kuncing kecing"....lohhh tensen aku!!! I might bite my own tongue if i keep pushing my mouth just to say it clearly in a fast way....duhh, y does it bother me so much huh? & y suddenly this stupid thing filled my lazy head...just go away...go away...duhhh i got mental poblem...

p/s: dear cats around my house: stop peeing & shitting at de back & in front of my house!!! got dat?

AAP Customer Appreciation Dinner

An executive-style themed dinner (coz suma yg hadir ezekutip + enginia belaka) organized by Armstrong Auto Parts Sdn Bhd & was held at Bayview Beach Resort, Bt Perrrhhhgggringgi (can u pronounce it?)...Such a boring event but at least the food is good tho not good at all...Mmmm...i wont go details on dat, so nikmatilah gmbq2 so shial aku nih...

Can u read this huh? :)

Ladies & Gentlemen...

From da left: Amizah, Me & Syam...

Me & Rafhan (Exec Parts Operation of Perodua)

C, i was sleeping at de back there...

Traditional Seafood Szechuan Hot & Sour Soup + Assorted Meat

Deluxe 4 Dish Hot & Cold Combinations

Ehem ehem... Which one is ME? lol...

Nih, mamat2 poyo'o - Zaki, Faizul & Zubir (hantu claim)

Datuk nyanyi lgu Oh Carol lg maaa....duhhh...datuk datuk :)

There Goes My Day, My Money & My .....

9.00 a.m - Bangun tdoq, ngadap komputer berejam2....had breakfast (mkn cokodok ja, jd lah tu drpd  xdak menda nk mkn!!) isk, bo'ing plak...i called Giant & we planned to meet in the afternoooooon...

12.30 p.m - Picked up Giant at Carrefour Sbrg Jaya & went straight to Bkt Myk to send Ana back to her school (my sister). Good luck in ur SPM!!!

1.30 p.m - We went to Juru Autocity for having lunch at The Manhattan Fish Market (instead of my initial plan to eat at Sushi King, since Giant to'ek has sushi "allergies"... duhhh) We had Manhattan Fish & Chip, Allaskan Pollock Chip together with mmm....orange juice & hot chocolate!!! i give them 3.5 out of 5 stars..the hot choc was truly yummy3x...Giant, dia suka the pollock tuh...uh,.a bit fishy...i cud smell them...errrkkk...

3.30 p.m - Left the restaurant & we both went to Sunway Carnival Mall to watch "Stardust"at GSC.... however, the movies wasnt in the showing list on that day...we both sighed coz penat kawe drive sampai cni tup tup xdok...abih petrol aku maaaa...

4.00 p.m - Went to Megamall Pinang & it worth! Giant & i bought 2 movie tickets of Penny Dreadful & Stardust...By de way, watching Penny Dreadful was not in our planning today....

5.00 p.m - Went inside theatre 4 & hell, the movie (Penny Dreadful) was really really sucks!!! Giant cursed me with all sort of ***** for talking to her while watching the movie....shadap shadap :) next time, bring "selotep" bubuh kt mulut aku tau!!! heh hehh

7.00 p.m - Watched Stardust & errrkkk.. xhebat mana pun citer tuh...& there goes my RM14. I made a promise to myself not to watch any crap movies ever again or it will end up like this...duhhh how many times diya hav 2 remind urself huh?

10.00 p.m - Dropped Giant at Carrefour (she parked her car at there)...pot pet pot pet ckit & then I rushed home... & here is some pics taken at The Manhattan Fish Market:-

Wat r u waiting for?

Manhattan Fish & Chip

Can we say NO to this huh?

Auwww...

Mmmm...

The Comments

The Website

The Night I Met Maisarah....

2/Nov/07 - huehueeee....We finally met each other after so long...Mai used to be my roommate while we were studying at Uitm Shah Alam...She's always been cool, lighter...sweet (caused by her dimple i guess) & of course fun to be with...sometimes she looks completely serious & garang...& hell i dunno how to judge her...unpredictable...geezzzz...She's my dear friend neway...

We went out to nowhere...we have no idea where we were heading to....We talked a lot in car & had so much fun... well u knw, we didnt catch up much since 2 years ago....She's doing part time job as lecturer and working at fitness center somewhere at Bkt Bintang...Until now, i cant imagine u being a LECTURER...garang maaaa!!! Suddenly, she decided to take me to Tasik Titiwangsa...guess wat is waiting us there? Eye of Malaysia is there! It was Mai who seemed very excited to be in "gondola"....Unfortunately, we had to share with a couple...So wat de hell, they got other empty "gondolas"...bagi lah kami ni dudok so that we dont hav to disturb other people privacy maaaaa....duhhh...leceh toi!!! & Mai, she sounded pissed as well....Neway, the night view from eye of m'sia is really amazing...its beautiful...i hav no words to describe it...& plg tension, i didnt bring my digital camera!!! oohhh god....

After flying high in the sky...we landed on the ground safely hehhehhhh...Tht cost me RM15...Then, Mai took me to Pantai Hillpark where she is currently staying there...Wow, wat a nice place to stay huh...We went straight to Uptown Damansara for having dinner at Naili's Restaurant. Ohh god, this is a cool place to hang out with ur friends or perhaps ur gf/bf...the environment was super duper cool...Actually its a beach-style cafe & it has kinda "back to nature" concept...& that's the reason y i felt like i was in Bali i guess....:) We ordered this:

& i wonder, bila tahun kita order Tapai Aiskelim ha Mai? setahu aku yg kta mkn tu tempura calamari rings...xdok pun dlm list..nyanyok toi mamat tuh...mengong thp gaban..duhhh!!!

hmm...after had dinner, Mai sent me back to hotel & she said bubye to me...That was the last time i met her...& Mai, i want u 2 knw dat all the memories i had with u will always be remembered...lorrr, jiwang pulokkk isk!! well, those were the days hue hueeee...im gonna miss u...

p/s: bila pulak hang nk mai penang nih ha? (pics taken frm http://www.nailisplace.com.my/ , aku xbwk camera maaaa!!!)

7 Days Away From Home...

I attended a "core tools" training la 29 Oct - 4 Nov dkt Bandar Sunway, PJ...yg betoinya 4 ari ja training tuh, yg 3 ari lg tuh aku enjoy maaaaaa...!!! Kali ni drive sendiri, berat hati mak nk lepas, well u knw lah perasaan seorang ibu nk lps ank dara dia sorang2 p tmpt jauhkan...tp bapak no poblem since we both really enjoy long distance driving...& he's the one who took the car too workshop for further checking b4 let her daughter drive it...c, he loves me...& i love u bapak!!! By de way, i was supposed to follow other executives using company's car (de brand new Hyundai Sonata!), but xbest la since pakcik2 tuh agak berumoq...yawwwnnnnn!!! :) Rela drive sendiri, huk hukkk....So, sepanjang kt sana, ni lah kisahnyerrr:

29/10/07 - Had a great driving along North-South h/way & cool, i was able to maintain the speed constantly at 120-140km/hr....dat was good enuff i think...Arrived in KL somewhere around 10.30p.m & went straight to hotel...Met Zubir, Abg Hizam & Abg Mat...Checked in...Well, de room was good enough for "a little creature" like me, thanx a lot guys! & to the person in charge, pls take note dis "next time i nid 5x2 stars room plz maaaaa :) .... duhhh! i cud not beliv myself knowing dat i like the bathroom more than the room itself...

30/10/07 - Registered kt tempat training tuh & met Mr K C Lee, the trainer....& stayed there until 5p.m...i learnt more abt core tools especially on how to prepare FMEA, MSA, CpCPK, Control Plan & PPAP....& if ur an engineer in Automotive field/etc, then u hav to knw all abt these boring stuffs...no excuse maaaaa!!! duhhh...

31/10/07 - Sama ja cam semlm, but mlm ni i went to PKNS Shah Alam to withdraw some cash after being informed by K.Ana yg gaji dh masuk...yeeeehahhhh!!!

1/11/07 - Dis time, i had to focus & listen to every single word tht came out frm Mr Lee's mouth in the class..y? well, i got exam tomorrow...ooo i hate this...uh!!

2/11/07 - yahooo...abih dah training...thanx god, coz i finally managed to answer at least half of the exam questions...(actually we all tiru maaaaa... ya ampun!!) & Vernice, thanx for the pizzas! Mai called me & we planned to meet in de evening....i miss her so much!!! im gonna write abt dis in de next post...hang on

3/11/07 - Checked out! & i went to Low Yatt Plaza...b4 i get there, i had to park my car at Jln Tun Sambathan & then took monorail to Imbi Road, mak oii so tired!!...i bought myself a 4GB of thumb drive & another 2 for my friends...The price? well, its cheaper here compare to market price at Penang which is ******!!! Went to Semenyih, Selangor to meet my grandma who is currently staying with my untie...hmmm...

4/11/07 - Left my untie's house & headed to Bandar Sunway to my Mak Jang's house....she's such a bz woman! & finally, left KL at 3.30 p.m...dropped by jap kt Tapah R&R and bought my self dunkin donat nyammm3x....lapaq nk mampuih, ujan time tuh...arrived home safely at 7.30p.m... wowww!!! it has been a great journey so far....

The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore

To all the broken hearts out there, i would love to share this song with u...wat i can say is that, sometimes we have to let her/him go even tho we really love them very much...& sometimes we make mistakes & occasionally we hurt each other unknowingly rite?

I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
You've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching us fall apart

Chorus
Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore

You pulled me under so I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone

Chorus

Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel
Coz I've tried, yes I've tried
Still I don't know why
No I don't know why

Chorus

Selamat Pengantin Baru!!!

I've never been to Besut, Terengganu...but now i have to...jauh jugak...Well, i went there for a wedding, a friend of mine...Rosedhila...x sangka jd jgak ye dgn c Kechik tuh!!! Time dolu dolu kt U, asik bedating ja dua dua nih....aku la keja skodeng dgn roommates yg lain kt tingkap umah sewa tuh...uh, nyampah aku kikikiki...Neway, u guys r destined to be together....& me? aku bla lg maaaa? :( isk!

When a man loves a woman...

Lovely Couple...yupp!

Huhuee...mak oii, is dat u Rose?

Nilah 'Kechik'...mmg kecik pun :)

Kenangan Bersama

Thanx 4 this!

To Rose & Kechik @ Adry...

"Selamat Pengantin Baru! Semoga bahagia ke akhir hayat..."

I went outside de challet alone in dat morning...&...& i was captivated by....

Life is peaceful there...

p/s: Aku rasa, aku dah jatuh ati dgn Tengganu!!! I'll come back someday...I swear....